Wow... Seriously, how LONG has it been since I last updated?
Well, I'm not gonna answer that but nonetheless, I'M HERE TO RANT! MUAHAHAHAHAAHA!
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The issue of the day: Come and Go
I've been observing all my dear friends at SMKBU and the frightening truth has dawned upon me: a lot of my friends (and various people) are leaving SMKBU.
I would be a terrible liar if I said the news doesn't make me feel sad. It does make me feel horribly sad to the extent I might start crying if I kept talking about it. It's not the only thing that's making me feel sad. Ever since I first saw people walking out through the gates of SMKBU and never returning, it makes me feel as though I'm stuck somewhere in the cement of SMKBU. Yes, I admit I really, really love SMKBU. But sadly, it's been pummeling down the drain lately.
I'm honestly tired of seeing teachers limiting our choices and achievements. I'm freaking tired to see people not tiring hard enough. I'm extremely tired to see people giving up on things just because its too hard to be fulfilled. I'm seriously tired of seeing people with undiscovered talent not knowing their full potential. It just feels so sad to see those things happening right under my nose.
Yes, all of these things are actually happening at SMKBU . . . and I don't like it.
Sadly, the damage inflicted has run in too deep until it almost seems unrepairable. The only solution to it is either we get a promising Pengetua (someone like dear old Puan Chan, the most loved Pengetua in the history of SMKBU) or . . . (gulps) I transfer myself out to another school.
Again, I would be a terrible liar if I said I have never considered of transferring out of SMKBU. Why not? A few number of my friends has done so and they never turned back. I have been considering to transfer out of SMKBU. To which school, I'm not certain, but nonetheless I felt like the right thing to do was to leave. But how could I?
I thought to myself, 'why the hell do I want to transfer myself into a totally new school where I absolutely know no one when I'm currently at a school with all my lovely friends and teachers?' Transferring out of SMKBU feels like you're moving out of your old home. (Trust me, I know how it feels)
I irrevocably and undeniably love SMKBU.
But I feel my choices are limited. I've always thought cheerleading was something interesting to do. Unfortunately, we have no cheerleading squad in SMKBU. I also thought basketball could've been awesome. Sadly, the basketball team is almost extinct in SMKBU. I have found a number of neighboring schools that seems to offer promising choices for me to find my full potential.
But there's always a risk to pay. I'll be the new girl and honestly, I hate the idea of it. I've never been a 'new girl' in my entire life. Kindergarten hardly counts because everyone was a friend when you were younger. Elementary school was slightly different but still, it's particularly the same as kindergarten. Secondary school was no different. I still see some familiar faces and I've never felt alone all by myself.
But when you're a new student, it's kinda scary because you know no one yet people are looking at you under a microscope as if you're their new Biology experiment. Besides, whenever I'm anxious, I tend to be frightened and scared. So you can imagine the damage I could do if I tried to introduce myself to new people.
So, that's my main question: 'should I transfer out of SMKBU or not?'
I know I would terribly miss all my friends at SMKBU and hopefully, they'll miss me as well. But I've got to make sacrifices for my future.
Oh, god, why is everything so darn complicated?
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"The clock of Life ticks endlessly,
Sometimes too fast or too slow but you never now,
Moments pass by like a passing shadow,
Sometimes you just want everything to stop."
-In Her Own Head-
Yasmin
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Friday, July 17, 2009
School Drama VIII
Honestly, I'm considering to change school next year in Form 3.
Don't get me wrong. I love all my friends and I'm comfortable with my surroundings. But there's just one thing I can't stand being in SMKBU. One simple word:
Teachers.
Yes, you heard me right. I can't stand the teachers. Not all the teachers, of course but just a certain number of them, especially Puan Hasni. I just think she's just being the Headmistress because she loves the title, not the duties. As the Headmistress of SMKBU, she should know that every year students are trying their best to improve themselves academically and also in other ways.
For like instance, cheerleading. Last year, my ex-captain asked permission from afternoon session teacher, Mr. Eugene Morais because in our opinion, he was a really 'sporting' teacher. But when my ex-captain's friend tried to bring up the matter with Puan Hasni, the syarat-syarat she gave to her was absolutely ridiculous.
It doesn't take an idiot to know that cheerleaders are not supposed to wear pants inside their skirts because of all the stunts they have to do. But ridiculously, Puan Hasni asked them to wear knee-length skirts (Knee-length? You gotta be kidding, man! How on Earth can they do their tumbling and jumping, for God's sake?!) along with track bottoms. Yes, as in those long pants you wear for exercising. Stupid? Heck, that word doesn't come close to it.
Secondly, the Aerobikthon group. Since you people know that aerobikthon is part dancing and part exercising, but is it really necessary to use traditional moves to make it interesting? My answer is: Fuck no. Aerobikthon was supposed to a 'fun' version of exercising but doing traditional moves can even make a five-year-old fall asleep as soon as he started it. I really pitied the Aerobikthon team because of Puan Hasni's opinion. That's just nonsense!
Surprisingly, even my group Ebuillence-Y was also invovled! Not just by Puan Hasni but other Malay teachers in the school! Yes, I've heard some compliments from people but what pissed me off first that the teachers didn't show respect while we were performing. I heard one teacher hardly looked at the stage because she thought it was rubbish! Rubbish? You call that rubbish? I say you're the rubbish for showing no respect, whore! Even Puan Hasni hated it. She complained about it to the other teachers and boy, I'm not surprised!
To the Malays (including the students), they think dancing is rubbish. They say dancing just make them look like fools. I laughed at the fact! It just shows that they have massive egos that could barely fit their own butts! Oh, hell, man!Weih, kalau korang rase dancing tu sampah, what about those 'sports' you call basketball or soccer? Dancing is a sport, it fucking is! I'm just thinking that they can't even tell the difference between dancing or looking like idiots. I've heard that all of the Malay students hated the performance because it's nothing they like.
Can they just be a little bit open-minded? Is it THAT hard to be open-minded?? It's not like I'm asking them to literally break a leg while watching people dance! WHAT'S THE EFFING PROBLEM? Honestly, I just think it's racism. Because I think they didn't like the performance was because of me and Eugene. You see, Eugene's Chinese and I'm part Chinese so God knows that they're probably thinking, "Alah, budak Cina je! Tak de kerja lah dieorang!" So, you can only imagine how I wanted to rip their heads off their shoulders!
Sometimes, I wish I didn't live in Malaysia! I'd rather be in another country with more open-minded people around me. What upset me the most that Malaysians don't really respect anyone! But nevertheless, I'm so angry about the fact that they can't just be a little open-minded because they should remember that this world has a FUCKING big variety of stuff/culture! WHAT'S THE PROBLEM WITH COPING ABOUT THAT SIMPLE FACT?!??!?!?!?! I'm really disappointed about it.
Enough of my ranting and cursing! I'll just start punching something to make me feel better. At least I have a weapon to shut those assholes up for good: my fist.
Because one person wouldn't respect another who doesn't respect them.
-Hell!-
Yz
Don't get me wrong. I love all my friends and I'm comfortable with my surroundings. But there's just one thing I can't stand being in SMKBU. One simple word:
Teachers.
Yes, you heard me right. I can't stand the teachers. Not all the teachers, of course but just a certain number of them, especially Puan Hasni. I just think she's just being the Headmistress because she loves the title, not the duties. As the Headmistress of SMKBU, she should know that every year students are trying their best to improve themselves academically and also in other ways.
For like instance, cheerleading. Last year, my ex-captain asked permission from afternoon session teacher, Mr. Eugene Morais because in our opinion, he was a really 'sporting' teacher. But when my ex-captain's friend tried to bring up the matter with Puan Hasni, the syarat-syarat she gave to her was absolutely ridiculous.
It doesn't take an idiot to know that cheerleaders are not supposed to wear pants inside their skirts because of all the stunts they have to do. But ridiculously, Puan Hasni asked them to wear knee-length skirts (Knee-length? You gotta be kidding, man! How on Earth can they do their tumbling and jumping, for God's sake?!) along with track bottoms. Yes, as in those long pants you wear for exercising. Stupid? Heck, that word doesn't come close to it.
Secondly, the Aerobikthon group. Since you people know that aerobikthon is part dancing and part exercising, but is it really necessary to use traditional moves to make it interesting? My answer is: Fuck no. Aerobikthon was supposed to a 'fun' version of exercising but doing traditional moves can even make a five-year-old fall asleep as soon as he started it. I really pitied the Aerobikthon team because of Puan Hasni's opinion. That's just nonsense!
Surprisingly, even my group Ebuillence-Y was also invovled! Not just by Puan Hasni but other Malay teachers in the school! Yes, I've heard some compliments from people but what pissed me off first that the teachers didn't show respect while we were performing. I heard one teacher hardly looked at the stage because she thought it was rubbish! Rubbish? You call that rubbish? I say you're the rubbish for showing no respect, whore! Even Puan Hasni hated it. She complained about it to the other teachers and boy, I'm not surprised!
To the Malays (including the students), they think dancing is rubbish. They say dancing just make them look like fools. I laughed at the fact! It just shows that they have massive egos that could barely fit their own butts! Oh, hell, man!Weih, kalau korang rase dancing tu sampah, what about those 'sports' you call basketball or soccer? Dancing is a sport, it fucking is! I'm just thinking that they can't even tell the difference between dancing or looking like idiots. I've heard that all of the Malay students hated the performance because it's nothing they like.
Can they just be a little bit open-minded? Is it THAT hard to be open-minded?? It's not like I'm asking them to literally break a leg while watching people dance! WHAT'S THE EFFING PROBLEM? Honestly, I just think it's racism. Because I think they didn't like the performance was because of me and Eugene. You see, Eugene's Chinese and I'm part Chinese so God knows that they're probably thinking, "Alah, budak Cina je! Tak de kerja lah dieorang!" So, you can only imagine how I wanted to rip their heads off their shoulders!
Sometimes, I wish I didn't live in Malaysia! I'd rather be in another country with more open-minded people around me. What upset me the most that Malaysians don't really respect anyone! But nevertheless, I'm so angry about the fact that they can't just be a little open-minded because they should remember that this world has a FUCKING big variety of stuff/culture! WHAT'S THE PROBLEM WITH COPING ABOUT THAT SIMPLE FACT?!??!?!?!?! I'm really disappointed about it.
Enough of my ranting and cursing! I'll just start punching something to make me feel better. At least I have a weapon to shut those assholes up for good: my fist.
Because one person wouldn't respect another who doesn't respect them.
-Hell!-
Yz
Thursday, July 2, 2009
It's You!
HQ PLEASE!
(Han-Geng)
It’s you
It’s you
It’s you
It’s only you
It’s you
It’s you
(Dong-Hae)
I don’t need anyone else, it’s only you
When you ask again, it’s only you
(Kyu-Hyun)
Even if you already have another love
I can’t forget you, I can’t turn back around
Oh ~
(Ye-Sung)
The moment my eyes began to burn
The moment my heart was captured by you
(Lee-Teuk)
I have no regret, I chose you
That’s right, it’s you
Chorus:
(Si-Won)
Oh whatever anyone anyone says, it doesn’t matter to me
Oh whoever whoever curses me, I’ll only look at you
(Ryeo-Wook)
Even when I’m born again, it’s still only you
(Still Still) Even as time goes by
(Kang-In)
Oh when you tell me you love me
When you tell me thousands and millions of times
Even when my heart sets on fire, my dry lips wear out
(Kyu-Hyun)
Even when I’m born again, it’s still only you
(Still Still) Even as time goes by
(Eun-Hyuk)
Oh, oh, only for you. Oh, oh, only for you
Oh, oh, only for you. Oh, oh, only for you
(Eun-Hyuk + Shin-Dong)
Oh, oh, only for you. Oh, oh, only for you
Oh, oh, only for you
(Kang-In)
It’s you
I don’t need any words. it’s just you
"It’s too late", but for me it’s just you
(Sung-Min)
I know our love is wrong
I can’t give up, I can’t let you go
Ah, Ah
(Eun-hyuk)
My lips, cold as can be, are even more blue
(Shin-Dong)
I cry out to find to find your warmth
(Ryeo-Wook)
I call, even though I call for you
And there’s no reply, I’ll wait for you
Chorus:
(Han-Geng)
Oh whatever anyone anyone says, it doesn’t matter to me
Oh whoever whoever curses me, I’ll only look at you
(Ye-Sung)
Even when I’m born again, it’s still only you
(Still Still) Even as time goes by
(Sung-Min)
Oh when you tell me you love me
When you tell me thousands and millions of times
(Kyu-Hyun)
Even when my heart sets on fire, my dry lips wear out
Even when I’m born again, it’s still only you
(Still Still) Even as time goes by
(Eun-Hyuk)
Oh, oh, only for you. Oh, oh, only for you
Oh, oh, only for you. Oh, oh, only for you
Oh, oh, only for you. Oh, oh, only for you
Oh, oh, only for you.
(Hee-Chul)
For me, it’s you, it’s you
(Dong-Hae)
Why don’t you know, why don’t you know?
(Hee-Chul)
For me, it’s you, it’s you
(Si-Won)
Oh whatever anyone anyone says, it doesn’t matter to me
Oh whoever whoever curses me, I’ll only look at you
(Ryeo-Wook)
Even when I’m born again, it’s still only you
(Still Still) Even as time goes by
(Dong-Hae)
Oh, when you tell me you love me
When you tell me thousands and millions of times
(Kyu-Hyun)
Even when my heart sets on fire, my dry lips wear out
Even when I’m born again, it’s still only you
(Ryeo-Wook)
(Still Still) Even as time goes by
(Hee-Chul)
It’s you
It's you
It's you
It's only
It's you
It's you
I'm officially an E.L.F and in love with Super Junior!! Eeek! *fangirl scream*
The ones I love is Dong-Hae, Kyu-Hyun, Ye-Sung, Lee-Teuk, Ryeo-Wook, Sung-Min and Eun-Hyuk. I'm glad that Ki-Bum (the guy from the very start before Han-Geng) has finally appeared with the band as well. I missed Ki-Bum but man, why were the make-up artists were so cruel to make his hair like that? He looks so much better without that stupid hairband!
I seriously love Dong-Hae who appeared in 0:33, Kyu-Hyun (plus Ye-Sung and Lee-teuk) who appeared after Dong-Hae. Ye-Sung has such a deep voice... Ah! Dong-Hae's face was adorable. Kyu-Hyun looks so stylish with his new hair. Lee-Teuk's eyebrows and sharp cheekbones just killed me on the spot. But wait till you see his dimples. *fangirl screams again*
Sung-Min dyed his hair darker. I didn't really like it because I wished that they would have changed it into a different style than a close-to-a-Bowl-cut hairstyle. But Ryeo-wook's hair could've looked better if they gelled it up. Damn, he's gotta eat because he's super skinny! Eun-Hyuk's outfit melted me, especially with his pale complexion. I want Ye-Sung's black T-shirt and Eunhyuk's T-shirt plus jacket as well.
Hee-Chul looks a bit sleepy even though he was just leaning against the bike. Watch Dong-Hae from 3:34. Oh, gosh! He looks so sexy!
The song was okay. It was a much lovelier and softer love song comparing to the catchy beats of "Sorry, Sorry". But it lacked a sweet melody that could've rocked the song. And even after a few replays on the song, you sorta get tired of listening to it.
Conclusion is I wouldn't say the song is really fantastic but I've got to admit, it's just a really lovely sweet song that you want to hear whenever your mood is very calm and pleasant. For this song, I would give it a rating of... hmm... a 3 1/2 out of 5
Rating:
1 - Ugh... Enough said!
2 - I would say it's not that bad.
3 - It was fairly good and enjoyable!
4 - A great song that is worthwhile!
5 - One word: Fantastic!
P.S: Don't kill me if you think I gave a low rating! Sorry! Mianhe! I know I'm in love with SuJu but I didn't want to give it 5 out 5 because it might seem unfair to see that I'm a SuJu fan as well. I honestly tried to be considerable to choose the rating carefully despite knowing that I'm an E.L.F! It's not easy to choose, okay? I love SuJu!
SUJU HWAITING!!
(Han-Geng)
It’s you
It’s you
It’s you
It’s only you
It’s you
It’s you
(Dong-Hae)
I don’t need anyone else, it’s only you
When you ask again, it’s only you
(Kyu-Hyun)
Even if you already have another love
I can’t forget you, I can’t turn back around
Oh ~
(Ye-Sung)
The moment my eyes began to burn
The moment my heart was captured by you
(Lee-Teuk)
I have no regret, I chose you
That’s right, it’s you
Chorus:
(Si-Won)
Oh whatever anyone anyone says, it doesn’t matter to me
Oh whoever whoever curses me, I’ll only look at you
(Ryeo-Wook)
Even when I’m born again, it’s still only you
(Still Still) Even as time goes by
(Kang-In)
Oh when you tell me you love me
When you tell me thousands and millions of times
Even when my heart sets on fire, my dry lips wear out
(Kyu-Hyun)
Even when I’m born again, it’s still only you
(Still Still) Even as time goes by
(Eun-Hyuk)
Oh, oh, only for you. Oh, oh, only for you
Oh, oh, only for you. Oh, oh, only for you
(Eun-Hyuk + Shin-Dong)
Oh, oh, only for you. Oh, oh, only for you
Oh, oh, only for you
(Kang-In)
It’s you
I don’t need any words. it’s just you
"It’s too late", but for me it’s just you
(Sung-Min)
I know our love is wrong
I can’t give up, I can’t let you go
Ah, Ah
(Eun-hyuk)
My lips, cold as can be, are even more blue
(Shin-Dong)
I cry out to find to find your warmth
(Ryeo-Wook)
I call, even though I call for you
And there’s no reply, I’ll wait for you
Chorus:
(Han-Geng)
Oh whatever anyone anyone says, it doesn’t matter to me
Oh whoever whoever curses me, I’ll only look at you
(Ye-Sung)
Even when I’m born again, it’s still only you
(Still Still) Even as time goes by
(Sung-Min)
Oh when you tell me you love me
When you tell me thousands and millions of times
(Kyu-Hyun)
Even when my heart sets on fire, my dry lips wear out
Even when I’m born again, it’s still only you
(Still Still) Even as time goes by
(Eun-Hyuk)
Oh, oh, only for you. Oh, oh, only for you
Oh, oh, only for you. Oh, oh, only for you
Oh, oh, only for you. Oh, oh, only for you
Oh, oh, only for you.
(Hee-Chul)
For me, it’s you, it’s you
(Dong-Hae)
Why don’t you know, why don’t you know?
(Hee-Chul)
For me, it’s you, it’s you
(Si-Won)
Oh whatever anyone anyone says, it doesn’t matter to me
Oh whoever whoever curses me, I’ll only look at you
(Ryeo-Wook)
Even when I’m born again, it’s still only you
(Still Still) Even as time goes by
(Dong-Hae)
Oh, when you tell me you love me
When you tell me thousands and millions of times
(Kyu-Hyun)
Even when my heart sets on fire, my dry lips wear out
Even when I’m born again, it’s still only you
(Ryeo-Wook)
(Still Still) Even as time goes by
(Hee-Chul)
It’s you
It's you
It's you
It's only
It's you
It's you
I'm officially an E.L.F and in love with Super Junior!! Eeek! *fangirl scream*
The ones I love is Dong-Hae, Kyu-Hyun, Ye-Sung, Lee-Teuk, Ryeo-Wook, Sung-Min and Eun-Hyuk. I'm glad that Ki-Bum (the guy from the very start before Han-Geng) has finally appeared with the band as well. I missed Ki-Bum but man, why were the make-up artists were so cruel to make his hair like that? He looks so much better without that stupid hairband!
I seriously love Dong-Hae who appeared in 0:33, Kyu-Hyun (plus Ye-Sung and Lee-teuk) who appeared after Dong-Hae. Ye-Sung has such a deep voice... Ah! Dong-Hae's face was adorable. Kyu-Hyun looks so stylish with his new hair. Lee-Teuk's eyebrows and sharp cheekbones just killed me on the spot. But wait till you see his dimples. *fangirl screams again*
Sung-Min dyed his hair darker. I didn't really like it because I wished that they would have changed it into a different style than a close-to-a-Bowl-cut hairstyle. But Ryeo-wook's hair could've looked better if they gelled it up. Damn, he's gotta eat because he's super skinny! Eun-Hyuk's outfit melted me, especially with his pale complexion. I want Ye-Sung's black T-shirt and Eunhyuk's T-shirt plus jacket as well.
Hee-Chul looks a bit sleepy even though he was just leaning against the bike. Watch Dong-Hae from 3:34. Oh, gosh! He looks so sexy!
The song was okay. It was a much lovelier and softer love song comparing to the catchy beats of "Sorry, Sorry". But it lacked a sweet melody that could've rocked the song. And even after a few replays on the song, you sorta get tired of listening to it.
Conclusion is I wouldn't say the song is really fantastic but I've got to admit, it's just a really lovely sweet song that you want to hear whenever your mood is very calm and pleasant. For this song, I would give it a rating of... hmm... a 3 1/2 out of 5
Rating:
1 - Ugh... Enough said!
2 - I would say it's not that bad.
3 - It was fairly good and enjoyable!
4 - A great song that is worthwhile!
5 - One word: Fantastic!
P.S: Don't kill me if you think I gave a low rating! Sorry! Mianhe! I know I'm in love with SuJu but I didn't want to give it 5 out 5 because it might seem unfair to see that I'm a SuJu fan as well. I honestly tried to be considerable to choose the rating carefully despite knowing that I'm an E.L.F! It's not easy to choose, okay? I love SuJu!
SUJU HWAITING!!
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Ramblings from a Mind
Friday, April 17, 2009
Stress
This week is one of the worst I had in my entire sophomore year.
I'm ready to burst out my fire already. I can't concertrate during Geography class even though I desperately want to so that I won't have to be constantly feeling sad plus anger when my dad babbles to me about how I should stop 'drawing', rubbing it in my face by saying that art is useless. (Swears *censored*) I can't believe ML has changed for the worst and now I officialy dislike and will no longer act as if she's ever been my friend.
Sad to know that a 'friend' I know is moving to Vietnam and I probably not gonna see him anytime soon. Guilty because I used to like his best friend, whom is giving me a very hard time. Confused of why I liked 'him' even though I know I'm not his type and knowing he'll graduate next year. Angry that my dad keeps messing up my brain by saying I should stop drawing for the sake of my studies, which I know I'll break apart!
Crazy because I'm constantly thinking too much that I know my brain is going to explode. Desperately wishing that I could just pass out and get sick for a few days. Tired because of all this shitty stress wrecking my brain cells and almost 'dead' because...
This sucks.
-Out-
Yz
I'm ready to burst out my fire already. I can't concertrate during Geography class even though I desperately want to so that I won't have to be constantly feeling sad plus anger when my dad babbles to me about how I should stop 'drawing', rubbing it in my face by saying that art is useless. (Swears *censored*) I can't believe ML has changed for the worst and now I officialy dislike and will no longer act as if she's ever been my friend.
Sad to know that a 'friend' I know is moving to Vietnam and I probably not gonna see him anytime soon. Guilty because I used to like his best friend, whom is giving me a very hard time. Confused of why I liked 'him' even though I know I'm not his type and knowing he'll graduate next year. Angry that my dad keeps messing up my brain by saying I should stop drawing for the sake of my studies, which I know I'll break apart!
Crazy because I'm constantly thinking too much that I know my brain is going to explode. Desperately wishing that I could just pass out and get sick for a few days. Tired because of all this shitty stress wrecking my brain cells and almost 'dead' because...
This sucks.
-Out-
Yz
Friday, April 10, 2009
To Nia Ma
Be grateful that I'm managed to post this up for you.
Dear Nia Ma (whatever your stupid name is),
I believe that you are a mindless coward because you don't dare to say that you hate me so much in front of my face. It proves to everyone that you are a chicken. I dared you twice and all you do is chicken out by saying "fuck you" through the net. Well, do you know what I think?
I specifically do not care if you hate me so much that your stomach wants to explode. I also do not give a damn if you have a completely sucky life or you're having some deranged mental problems! I just think you're just a person whose trying to get on my nerves. Well, forget it! Because trust me, it will do you no effin' good! You'll probably get some angry sparks from me.
SO WHAT? It's not like you've just become a queen or some famous celebrity. No, you're just a nobody. As a nobody, you surely have better things to do than harassing people who you hate for no effin' reason. I mean, I don't know who the hell are you! Here you come, randomly harassing me in my blog. If I did something wrong to you, admit it to my face! What's so hard about that?
But if you do see me as a threat, I'm very flattered. But that doesn't mean that you have to harass me online. You got a life? Good! Which means you certainly a LOT of better things to do that stalking people. Then, here's my advice.
Live your life properly!
And leave me. Alone.
Sincerely,
Yz.
Dear Nia Ma (whatever your stupid name is),
I believe that you are a mindless coward because you don't dare to say that you hate me so much in front of my face. It proves to everyone that you are a chicken. I dared you twice and all you do is chicken out by saying "fuck you" through the net. Well, do you know what I think?
I specifically do not care if you hate me so much that your stomach wants to explode. I also do not give a damn if you have a completely sucky life or you're having some deranged mental problems! I just think you're just a person whose trying to get on my nerves. Well, forget it! Because trust me, it will do you no effin' good! You'll probably get some angry sparks from me.
SO WHAT? It's not like you've just become a queen or some famous celebrity. No, you're just a nobody. As a nobody, you surely have better things to do than harassing people who you hate for no effin' reason. I mean, I don't know who the hell are you! Here you come, randomly harassing me in my blog. If I did something wrong to you, admit it to my face! What's so hard about that?
But if you do see me as a threat, I'm very flattered. But that doesn't mean that you have to harass me online. You got a life? Good! Which means you certainly a LOT of better things to do that stalking people. Then, here's my advice.
Live your life properly!
And leave me. Alone.
Sincerely,
Yz.
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Korean Mania!
Gee, gee, gee, gee! Baby, baby, baby!
Gee, gee, gee, gee! Baby, baby, baby!
Lol, who knew that song is very funny... and addictive! o_o... Look, I'm no fan of So Nyeo Shi Dae but I do have to say that 'Gee' is a strangely addictive song about a girl falling in love for the first time. To you ladies who've experienced your first love, I think you would remember those days where you gotten a bit girlishly flirty and somehow regretting about it at times.
Honestly, I wouldn't say the song is really a good song. I can say its okay and its like one of those addictive songs like Beyonce's "Single Ladies!" song that kept repeating in your head. Minho from SHINee was in the video! Ah, gawsh! He's so handsome... but poorly, he doesn't know how to act very well. Instead of being shocked to see lipstick kisses on his poster of Employee of the Month, he looked rather... disappointed.
Surprisingly, I remembered the whole dance. Honestly, it was very easy to remember but... its such a lala dance! Please tell me you know what I mean by 'lala' because it is lala! It made me flinch after seeing the whole dance version but I thought it was okay but they could've done better. But to other Korean fans (like Cassiopeians and E.l.f's) they were too lazy to actually coreograph a dance. But I'm not here to talk crap about So Nyeo Shi Dae but one thing, they're a bit drama queen-ish. You know like causing drama and always wanting attention. You probably can see it in 'Gee'.
Wth... 0__________0
Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry
Naega naega naega munjuh
Nehgae nehgae nehgae bbajuh bbajuh bbajuh party baby!
"Sorry, sorry" by Super Junior is quite good as well. I thought it was a bit funny at first because when they sang 'naega', I thought they sang 'naked'. I went like 0______0! After listening to it a bit, I thought it was a really catchy song. The dance was easy but really cool. I only remembered the chorus part dance because it seemed like the coolest part of the whole dance. I'm not such a fan of SuJu or SNSD yet but actually I liked Koreans.
Honestly if I had the chance to migrate to anywhere, it would be South Korea. Definitely not North Korea. I pity the kids there! They still don't know that Neil Armstrong has landed on the moon and they have no effing TV! Whenever the people are suffering from diseases, they worship the frikkin' Prime Minister who actually HARDLY does a thing for his country. Damn him!
I would definitely love to go Korea. It would be a nice place to stay at, especially when its close to Japan, one of my other favorite countries. I might get to see my favorite Korean bands! Ah!! And learn korean! Wah, that could be great, man!
Anyway, I gotta bounce!
Teehee!
-Yz-
Gee, gee, gee, gee! Baby, baby, baby!
Lol, who knew that song is very funny... and addictive! o_o... Look, I'm no fan of So Nyeo Shi Dae but I do have to say that 'Gee' is a strangely addictive song about a girl falling in love for the first time. To you ladies who've experienced your first love, I think you would remember those days where you gotten a bit girlishly flirty and somehow regretting about it at times.
Honestly, I wouldn't say the song is really a good song. I can say its okay and its like one of those addictive songs like Beyonce's "Single Ladies!" song that kept repeating in your head. Minho from SHINee was in the video! Ah, gawsh! He's so handsome... but poorly, he doesn't know how to act very well. Instead of being shocked to see lipstick kisses on his poster of Employee of the Month, he looked rather... disappointed.
Surprisingly, I remembered the whole dance. Honestly, it was very easy to remember but... its such a lala dance! Please tell me you know what I mean by 'lala' because it is lala! It made me flinch after seeing the whole dance version but I thought it was okay but they could've done better. But to other Korean fans (like Cassiopeians and E.l.f's) they were too lazy to actually coreograph a dance. But I'm not here to talk crap about So Nyeo Shi Dae but one thing, they're a bit drama queen-ish. You know like causing drama and always wanting attention. You probably can see it in 'Gee'.
Wth... 0__________0
Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry
Naega naega naega munjuh
Nehgae nehgae nehgae bbajuh bbajuh bbajuh party baby!
"Sorry, sorry" by Super Junior is quite good as well. I thought it was a bit funny at first because when they sang 'naega', I thought they sang 'naked'. I went like 0______0! After listening to it a bit, I thought it was a really catchy song. The dance was easy but really cool. I only remembered the chorus part dance because it seemed like the coolest part of the whole dance. I'm not such a fan of SuJu or SNSD yet but actually I liked Koreans.
Honestly if I had the chance to migrate to anywhere, it would be South Korea. Definitely not North Korea. I pity the kids there! They still don't know that Neil Armstrong has landed on the moon and they have no effing TV! Whenever the people are suffering from diseases, they worship the frikkin' Prime Minister who actually HARDLY does a thing for his country. Damn him!
I would definitely love to go Korea. It would be a nice place to stay at, especially when its close to Japan, one of my other favorite countries. I might get to see my favorite Korean bands! Ah!! And learn korean! Wah, that could be great, man!
Anyway, I gotta bounce!
Teehee!
-Yz-
Monday, March 16, 2009
Holidays
Yay! The holidays is here... for a week. =_=!!
Nothing much happens around the holidays. I plan to hitch at my cousin's house because she's going back to asrama and I don't wanna lose my chance to squash her into liquid! Hehe...
Exams were quite okay.
Maths and BM were a struggle. KH and Sejarah were OK but still a bit struggle. BI, good enough. Agama, a wee bit anxious. Seni, manage to hit it. Geography was OK as well. I nearly forgot to bring my protractor that morning. Phew! Science was a bit easy because there was a lot from Form 2 instead of Form 1. I'm not looking forward to see my results.
I went on an outing with Xian Jing, Min Li, Brian, Chun Li and Jia Ling yesterday at OU. Honestly, it was a total waste of time. We couldn't do anything there except eat and walk around. What disgusted me most about the fact I was the only Malay there and the only one who doesn't know how to speak Chinese. Fuck... I wanna go out on a real outing, damn it!
I wish I could go on an outing with Sue Ann, Jillian, Sandy, Letisha or anyone who knows me well and of course knows how to speak English without having to calling me a 'nerd' in front of my face. Fuck. I hardly talk to Min Li nowadays and Xian Jing was busy dating her boyfriend and I don't really know Brian and Jia Ling. I regretted for going on that pointless outing.
I really want to go out with a group of friends and people who I trust because I HARDLY go to OU so I could get lost very easily. Some 'friends' la... >__> That's why I sometimes don't trust people around my age. Urgh! Its better to go around with people who are trustworthy. Argh...
That's all the first ramblings I have for this holiday. Now I seriously can't wait to go back to school. (Sigh)
-Ciao!-
Yz
Nothing much happens around the holidays. I plan to hitch at my cousin's house because she's going back to asrama and I don't wanna lose my chance to squash her into liquid! Hehe...
Exams were quite okay.
Maths and BM were a struggle. KH and Sejarah were OK but still a bit struggle. BI, good enough. Agama, a wee bit anxious. Seni, manage to hit it. Geography was OK as well. I nearly forgot to bring my protractor that morning. Phew! Science was a bit easy because there was a lot from Form 2 instead of Form 1. I'm not looking forward to see my results.
I went on an outing with Xian Jing, Min Li, Brian, Chun Li and Jia Ling yesterday at OU. Honestly, it was a total waste of time. We couldn't do anything there except eat and walk around. What disgusted me most about the fact I was the only Malay there and the only one who doesn't know how to speak Chinese. Fuck... I wanna go out on a real outing, damn it!
I wish I could go on an outing with Sue Ann, Jillian, Sandy, Letisha or anyone who knows me well and of course knows how to speak English without having to calling me a 'nerd' in front of my face. Fuck. I hardly talk to Min Li nowadays and Xian Jing was busy dating her boyfriend and I don't really know Brian and Jia Ling. I regretted for going on that pointless outing.
I really want to go out with a group of friends and people who I trust because I HARDLY go to OU so I could get lost very easily. Some 'friends' la... >__> That's why I sometimes don't trust people around my age. Urgh! Its better to go around with people who are trustworthy. Argh...
That's all the first ramblings I have for this holiday. Now I seriously can't wait to go back to school. (Sigh)
-Ciao!-
Yz
Thursday, February 19, 2009
Oi!
Oi, Ilah!
Of course, I'm gonna miss you moron! I'm so gonna miss your annoying and crooked little teeth and stomach-aching jokes no matter how stupid they seem! I can still remember when I ran into you and you broke your nose. Haha! (Sighs) The good days!
And when Amirul kena 'car accident' at Bandung, we both unexpectedly said "Did you hear something" simultaneously before we went crazy by laughing our arses off. Boy, we were morons. Ah! I wish I can see you every month and squash you into liquid for leaving me alone! XP
Hey, give me a number that I can contact you with and I'll call you until you become deaf! Hehe... Leave the number as a comment in this post.
Plus, don't forgot to miss me too, idiot! Sayonara, baka. XD
-xoxo-
Yz
Of course, I'm gonna miss you moron! I'm so gonna miss your annoying and crooked little teeth and stomach-aching jokes no matter how stupid they seem! I can still remember when I ran into you and you broke your nose. Haha! (Sighs) The good days!
And when Amirul kena 'car accident' at Bandung, we both unexpectedly said "Did you hear something" simultaneously before we went crazy by laughing our arses off. Boy, we were morons. Ah! I wish I can see you every month and squash you into liquid for leaving me alone! XP
Hey, give me a number that I can contact you with and I'll call you until you become deaf! Hehe... Leave the number as a comment in this post.
Plus, don't forgot to miss me too, idiot! Sayonara, baka. XD
-xoxo-
Yz
Monday, February 9, 2009
Oh, my God!
Behind The Scenes at 2008 Dream Concert!
Seriously, you just gotta read that bloody post. I was literally hanging my jaw throughout the whole post. I thought, "What the fucking goddamned shit am I reading?" Honestly, it really disgust me... and made me laugh out loud. I really thought the whole "so-called" SNSD group a joke! They just seem so... urgh, disgusting. Especially that girl Tiffany.
It really shows that she's the demanding type which certainly nobody likes at all! I find them a big joke! Especially the utterly dimwitted and empty SNSD fanboys. Honestly, have you really lost your mind or you lost your mind after taking notice of SNSD? To me, SNSD just seem like people with pretty faces and nice legs. Yeah, right. (Inserts sarcasm)
Seriously, I've seen better legs than theirs and surely much better people with better faces. If I could, I would've puked at them for being so mindless. They just came into the business without effort and obviously, they don't deserve it! What have they ever done to deserve fans, money, fame and a freaking spot in the 2nd biggest music industry in WORLD? The world, damn it! However, the SNSD fans were completely brainless as well.
If you read the post, many other fans from ELF, SUJU along with CASSIOPEIA (DBSK's fanclub) were injured! Even the fangirls were rapped and beaten to death in the guts so that they can't get pregnant. I utterly felt pity for the fans who've been involved in these serious unfortunate events. It's scary and sad to see the fans get the beating for their own favorite artists. But SNSD and SNSD fans, I highly resent you and your stupidity.
Seeing what the media wrote about it as if nothing happened was shocking. They were supposed to post it up and show it to the world! Can't they see that SNSD fans were waving swiss knives around in front of other fanclubs and ripping off their banners?! WTF, people? It's irrational! If you resent a group of artists, at least keep your common sense functioning! You wouldn't simply rip off the banners or rape the fans or beat the bloody fucking crap out of them for the sake of YOUR favorite artist.
Why? Because the more damage you do, the more damage that bloody fucking SNSD group will receive to their "so-called sexy" image. You disgust me to death! But the media and SUJU *probably* had a good reason why they tried to make things sound as if nothing happen was because... if the news were shown to the world, probably the rivalry between fanclubs would never end. Who knows that we might get Gaza War Number Two? Oh, Allah. What is happening to our world?
Firstly, I felt completely sorry for the fans who've been injured/raped/threatened by the SNSD fans. I couldn't imagine how would they feel like. It's really traumatic for them and it might takes decades for them to forget the ugly past. Seeings that other fanclubs besides Cassies were also a part of the drama made me feel completely stunned. I can't imagine how many bones were broken in this huge horrible drama. And I bet the artists (NOT INCLUDIND SNSD) didn't expect this huge controversy and feels bad for their fans for having to share the rough and gruesome bashing from SNSD's stupid, mindless, motherfucking and resentful "so-called" fans.
Just hope the next drama isn't so severe like this but what more can I do? It seems that people in this world are growing angrier and angrier by the minute. It's like one of those action/drama movies where anger covers the world like smoke? I guess our reality is turning into fantasy? What's next? Oh, right. The Gaza War...
The drama never seems to stop.
Seriously, you just gotta read that bloody post. I was literally hanging my jaw throughout the whole post. I thought, "What the fucking goddamned shit am I reading?" Honestly, it really disgust me... and made me laugh out loud. I really thought the whole "so-called" SNSD group a joke! They just seem so... urgh, disgusting. Especially that girl Tiffany.
It really shows that she's the demanding type which certainly nobody likes at all! I find them a big joke! Especially the utterly dimwitted and empty SNSD fanboys. Honestly, have you really lost your mind or you lost your mind after taking notice of SNSD? To me, SNSD just seem like people with pretty faces and nice legs. Yeah, right. (Inserts sarcasm)
Seriously, I've seen better legs than theirs and surely much better people with better faces. If I could, I would've puked at them for being so mindless. They just came into the business without effort and obviously, they don't deserve it! What have they ever done to deserve fans, money, fame and a freaking spot in the 2nd biggest music industry in WORLD? The world, damn it! However, the SNSD fans were completely brainless as well.
If you read the post, many other fans from ELF, SUJU along with CASSIOPEIA (DBSK's fanclub) were injured! Even the fangirls were rapped and beaten to death in the guts so that they can't get pregnant. I utterly felt pity for the fans who've been involved in these serious unfortunate events. It's scary and sad to see the fans get the beating for their own favorite artists. But SNSD and SNSD fans, I highly resent you and your stupidity.
Seeing what the media wrote about it as if nothing happened was shocking. They were supposed to post it up and show it to the world! Can't they see that SNSD fans were waving swiss knives around in front of other fanclubs and ripping off their banners?! WTF, people? It's irrational! If you resent a group of artists, at least keep your common sense functioning! You wouldn't simply rip off the banners or rape the fans or beat the bloody fucking crap out of them for the sake of YOUR favorite artist.
Why? Because the more damage you do, the more damage that bloody fucking SNSD group will receive to their "so-called sexy" image. You disgust me to death! But the media and SUJU *probably* had a good reason why they tried to make things sound as if nothing happen was because... if the news were shown to the world, probably the rivalry between fanclubs would never end. Who knows that we might get Gaza War Number Two? Oh, Allah. What is happening to our world?
Firstly, I felt completely sorry for the fans who've been injured/raped/threatened by the SNSD fans. I couldn't imagine how would they feel like. It's really traumatic for them and it might takes decades for them to forget the ugly past. Seeings that other fanclubs besides Cassies were also a part of the drama made me feel completely stunned. I can't imagine how many bones were broken in this huge horrible drama. And I bet the artists (NOT INCLUDIND SNSD) didn't expect this huge controversy and feels bad for their fans for having to share the rough and gruesome bashing from SNSD's stupid, mindless, motherfucking and resentful "so-called" fans.
Just hope the next drama isn't so severe like this but what more can I do? It seems that people in this world are growing angrier and angrier by the minute. It's like one of those action/drama movies where anger covers the world like smoke? I guess our reality is turning into fantasy? What's next? Oh, right. The Gaza War...
The drama never seems to stop.
Thursday, January 1, 2009
Death Wish? Probably...
Argh, I can't believe is going to start in less than a week and gosh, my shoulders hurt a lot. Yes, I enjoy complaining. Since I have no punching bag to be killing around, I rather complain here in the blog to bore you people with my silly whines. Hehe =P
Sis let me play a game called this new version of "The Settlers" about running a kingdom and all. It's quite fun though I was having problems to keep up since I had no idea how to get it done. But still, its quite for me. Haha, I'm a gamer. Lol... Today, I went to school to pick up and buy all the books I need for my eighth grade, which is next week. Gosh, I'm a sophomore! Can't believe it!
Somebody pinch me!
I saw Sharifah Atikah at the bookstore and I was delighted to see her since I couldn't contact her during the holidays. Turns out her SIM card got rejected. Ah, dammit! We talked a lot, using peculiar terms like "20 years in rehab" and "lying in my grave" stuff. At least I wasn't alone in the school because most of my friends had picked up their books and left. Gah!
My huge relief was I was still staying in the first class and I was jumping up and down like a maniac. But to my shock, some of my *cough* enemies *cough* have risen up to better classes. Two of my most unexpected ones (meaning as in, I underestimated their 'smartness') went to the first class and I was literally hanging my jaw.
Am I seeing this correctly? Sadly, yes.
Then, the guy who I hate most jumped up from the fourth class to the second. I was completely horrified! And my so-called pet brother had improved to Bersih just like he said. What an arrogant jerk.... Geez, I don't know why I was his pet sister in the first place. Oh, bloody hell. But fortunately that one of my enemies fell down to the third class. Serves him right! (Evil demeanor mood on)
I told my friend about the news I heard. She almost had the same reaction that I had. Lol! And we talked for a long time, talking about the possible drama that will occur in high school. Oh, the joy of it. Not!
She, my enemies and I sort of made an 'invisible' deal with each other. If we happened to be in the same class type (e.g. Form 2 Amanah student with Form 3 Amanah student) we consider ourselves as competitors to see whose better no matter what grade you're in. Good thing I don't have to deal with that guy! I'll be much more content to be able rip his head off his shoulders. Hahaha~~~ (evil laugh)
I know, I suck at evil laughter. *roll eyes*
Still obsessed with Dong Bang Shin Ki, especially JaeJoong-oppa who I never realized to have such a huge voice. He sang this rock song called 'Maze' and in the first take, I was blown away by his rock voice. I was going crazy about it again and again. However, the song reminds me of Naruto sometimes. Lol~ Maybe because it sort of fits with the anime and the music. Still, I was never a Naruto fan. Sorry~
The characters in Naruto are a bit... odd for me despite the cool stunts they can do by just the art of ninja. Never liked Sakura and Ino at first really, despised Sasuke after realizing he was cold bastard (sorry to Sasuke fans P=....) and Naruto is just too.... odd. So, don't like it. XP
Never watched Bleach but liked the character designs, especially Rukia. Never plan to watch it since I'm a bit focused onto movies instead of animes for the time being. My favorite movie, for now, happens to be the weirdest (in my taste-lah)... It's "Mammia Mia! The Movie"... o_______O"
I'm never a big fan of the oldies like the 60's or 70's (not even the 80's) but I just like Abba's song, especially "Mammia Mia". It's either because it was covered by modern artists or they have a good beep that makes me wanna sing-a-long. Luckily that I didn't sing because I know I'll shatter the windows and mirrors in the house. LOL!
It's quite late now. Half-heartedly impatient to go back to school but not entirely looking forward to it. (Sigh)
Sis let me play a game called this new version of "The Settlers" about running a kingdom and all. It's quite fun though I was having problems to keep up since I had no idea how to get it done. But still, its quite for me. Haha, I'm a gamer. Lol... Today, I went to school to pick up and buy all the books I need for my eighth grade, which is next week. Gosh, I'm a sophomore! Can't believe it!
Somebody pinch me!
I saw Sharifah Atikah at the bookstore and I was delighted to see her since I couldn't contact her during the holidays. Turns out her SIM card got rejected. Ah, dammit! We talked a lot, using peculiar terms like "20 years in rehab" and "lying in my grave" stuff. At least I wasn't alone in the school because most of my friends had picked up their books and left. Gah!
My huge relief was I was still staying in the first class and I was jumping up and down like a maniac. But to my shock, some of my *cough* enemies *cough* have risen up to better classes. Two of my most unexpected ones (meaning as in, I underestimated their 'smartness') went to the first class and I was literally hanging my jaw.
Am I seeing this correctly? Sadly, yes.
Then, the guy who I hate most jumped up from the fourth class to the second. I was completely horrified! And my so-called pet brother had improved to Bersih just like he said. What an arrogant jerk.... Geez, I don't know why I was his pet sister in the first place. Oh, bloody hell. But fortunately that one of my enemies fell down to the third class. Serves him right! (Evil demeanor mood on)
I told my friend about the news I heard. She almost had the same reaction that I had. Lol! And we talked for a long time, talking about the possible drama that will occur in high school. Oh, the joy of it. Not!
She, my enemies and I sort of made an 'invisible' deal with each other. If we happened to be in the same class type (e.g. Form 2 Amanah student with Form 3 Amanah student) we consider ourselves as competitors to see whose better no matter what grade you're in. Good thing I don't have to deal with that guy! I'll be much more content to be able rip his head off his shoulders. Hahaha~~~ (evil laugh)
I know, I suck at evil laughter. *roll eyes*
Still obsessed with Dong Bang Shin Ki, especially JaeJoong-oppa who I never realized to have such a huge voice. He sang this rock song called 'Maze' and in the first take, I was blown away by his rock voice. I was going crazy about it again and again. However, the song reminds me of Naruto sometimes. Lol~ Maybe because it sort of fits with the anime and the music. Still, I was never a Naruto fan. Sorry~
The characters in Naruto are a bit... odd for me despite the cool stunts they can do by just the art of ninja. Never liked Sakura and Ino at first really, despised Sasuke after realizing he was cold bastard (sorry to Sasuke fans P=....) and Naruto is just too.... odd. So, don't like it. XP
Never watched Bleach but liked the character designs, especially Rukia. Never plan to watch it since I'm a bit focused onto movies instead of animes for the time being. My favorite movie, for now, happens to be the weirdest (in my taste-lah)... It's "Mammia Mia! The Movie"... o_______O"
I'm never a big fan of the oldies like the 60's or 70's (not even the 80's) but I just like Abba's song, especially "Mammia Mia". It's either because it was covered by modern artists or they have a good beep that makes me wanna sing-a-long. Luckily that I didn't sing because I know I'll shatter the windows and mirrors in the house. LOL!
It's quite late now. Half-heartedly impatient to go back to school but not entirely looking forward to it. (Sigh)
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