Another Day, Another Complaint

Warning: this post is short and contains censored swears that is not allowed for kids under 13. So, beat it!

I freakishly and seriously hate Puan Hasni until my core! ARGH!!! But I seriously, honestly and freakkingly hope that she still run Talent Day after Bulan Ramadhan or after PMR cuz I know if I kena buang sekolah, I'll throw a rat in that woman's desk! ARGH! ARGH! I hate that biatch! Grr, she makes me so *toot*ing mad! *toot*, *toot*!

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This post has ended. The volcano has burst out. Now, the lava cooled off. And time for another complain, my brother is annoying!

-Peace!-
Yz

What the F**K?

Warning: This post contains constant swearing, rants and complains from a teenaged girl's mind. If you don't like her or hate hearing her complain, do not read this post. You've been warned.

I officially hate Puan Hasni binti Hassan, the so-called Headmistress of SMKBU.

Why?

Cuz this bloody woman had changed our 'Hari Bakat' to 'Patriotik-my-foot! day'. If only I hadn't torn the flyers up, I would've shown what it looked like. But due to my intense temper, I had destroyed the papers vigorously as soon as I saw them. Because that bloody bitch had wrote out some stupid pathetic rules!

I recall was:

1. Hanya lagu-lagu patriotik dibenarkan. (Only patriotic songs are allowed)

WHAT. THE. FUCK? Seriously, this bitch has LOST her mind! It's frikking TALENT DAY, not INDEPENDENCE DAY! We, students of SMKBU, were supposed to be showing off our talents for ONE SINGLE DAY and because she thought it would affect us SO greatly, that she just had to fucking butt in and say 'Hell, no'. Wtf? Wtf?? And that's not the only that pissed me off.

She specifically wrote "Persembahan nyanyian dibenarkan. Persembahan tarian tidak dibenarkan." WTF! I knew that she was referring to my group 'EY' who courageously did our Mirotic performance on Hari Guru. What?!! I'm bloody pissed off! It not only affected me, it affected the ENTIRE school. I sure bet that 100 students SO, SO looking forward for Hari Bakat but fucking stupid Puan Hasni just had to butt in. I was delirious!!

I literally cried just thinking of all the students' efforts that were being wasted, especially my teammate Eugene. (who did not directly show it but I had a hunch when he saw the paper) Then, I had a little dance practice of 'Sorry, Sorry' by myself at home and . . . the most absurd idea came into my mind.

"Why don't I run my own Hari Bakat?"

Insane? I don't think that could match up to the whackiness in my brain. It's challenging and daring. I might even get kicked out of school. But it's worth a shot! I WILL TRY to run my own Hari Bakat no matter. I'll beg to my knees to Puan Hasni and beg her to let me run the program. But who says it's gonna be easy. I have a big chance of getting kicked out of school if I do so. But I think I'm brave enough to do so for school.

Cuz I know I'll not give up without a fight.

Warning: the contents in this post are not guaranteed. So if you think she's a maniac, she probably is!

-Lunatic Me-
Yz

School Drama VII

Okay, here's one of the times where friends grew apart and people change, some for the better and some for worse. Just how worse can high school be? Aiyo, I can't take it anymore. So, here's the scoop.

ML, who is K's former best friend, has turned her back to her previous close friends -- like K for example. She's noticed the changes in her friend's attitude. Before... ML was a pretty nice person who had a temper but now, K hated the new ML. ML has turned into a bitch and her head has gone up way above the sky -- for short, she thinks everything is about her.

Yeah, right! (Insert sarcasm)

ML is constantly flirting with a lot of the Form 6 students like N, C and several other people like A and JH. K really felt disgusted by her attitude and couldn't help but be completely angry at ML. Then, ML has become more and more... hot-tempered and a bit bitchy like never before. K reckoned the reason was because ML is craving for a boyfriend. Hah!

What a joke! ML is honestly a very violent girl and of course, what kind of guy would want a girl so overly violent? Notice the word 'overly' is inserted and its not crap, it's true. ML also began to forget and ignore her friends, which are actually one of the right kind of people who she should be friends with. Urgh! Here's one proof.

K was sitting between ML and JN during Science. ML began cursing of how close she was of getting an A for exam. JN joked, calling her 'The Green Goblin'. K thought it sounded a bit silly because ML is not some green alien landed on earth but she nearly laughed at that part because JN is known for his funny jokes. ML heard and got pissed off.

"Oi, you ah..." She looked at them, pointing at K.

"Uh, what? I didn't do anything. He commented it first," K defended.

ML clicked her tongue. "What la... You're also not better than him." She said.

Of course, who wouldn't be so damned pissed off about that! K was furious, feeling her patience losing because she has been through with ML's rotten attitude for more than a year but it seems to have gotten. Whenever someone pisses ML off, she'll curse about that person in Chinese thinking that the person is SO STUPID to understand it.

But K was no stupid. She was able to figure out some few words of ML's cursing by herself but being ML's best friend, she held back. No, K thought. She knew that ML had no right to say that she was not better than JN because she doesn't know her for THAT long. K's other best friend, S, has known her for 8 years and K doesn't mind what S says about her. But not ML!

Remembering about ML's cursing, she backfired with the same strategy.

"Ingat kau special sangat ke? Patutla tak de kawan." She said, fighting the urge to punch ML.

ML was devastated of course because she THINKS that no one would dare to fight back against her. K wasn't going to be treated like a dog. So, she got up for her seat and continued her way to S.

"Hey!" ML called out, obviously angry.

"Patutla kau pun tak de boyfriend." K said again, ready to burst like a volcano.

From that moment on, K sweared to never be treated that way by someone she barely really knows. ML was certainly a bitch, indeed. Period.

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Okay, aside from that crap. I had a blast today! I ran 1500 metres and got 2nd place unexpectedly! Around the last few fifty metres, I was close to fainting because I felt exhausted. Then, I heard someone cheering like, "Go Biru! Cepat ah, biru!" So that gave me spirit and I ran, really really ran! I shocking pecut! I was so shocked myself because a second ago I was so tired and suddenly I had energy.

Then, I pecut my friend and was behind my friend Thiviya who got first place but I knew I couldn't defeat Thiviya but I was extremely proud of myself. I felt good because I wasted all my energy and I had a lot of fun. I knew I was falling behind because I had no support while the others were getting so much support from strangers. Like, "Go kuning! Cepat hijau! Go rumah Merah!"

I really wanted to thank the girl who cheered for me but I didn't see her face. Whoever she was, I would desperately want to say to her 'Thank you for cheering for me!' I felt extremely happy and what shocked me most was I pecut! It could be the sudden support I got and probably Allah's sudden help. Alhamdulillah! XD

Now, I'm grinning like mad and I feel really, really good! I felt extremely that the 'bitch' was not there because I would love to crush her face later if she had won! URGH!!! I'm effin' pissed off by that whore! F**K her!

Enough swearing, time for bye-ing!

Sayonara
-Yz-

School Drama Part VI

I just love Nodame Contabile's ending soundtrack, "Konna ni Chikaku de..." which was sung by Crystal Kay. I love the lyrics, especially "You don't understand, I'm so in love with you!" It's a really cute song. And boy, she sure does have a voice. She's African-American plus Korean. Wow!

She can speak fluent English and Japanese, even currently learning French. She is so cool but too bad she doesn't speak Korean even though her mother is a Korean. I recommend you listen to it.

Nodame Contabile Ending Theme by Crystal Kay - Konna ni Chikaku de

Moving on, I wanna share some school drama... again. This is the sixth post about School drama, man. Huhu... (sarcastic) Here's the news.

A pretty but dimwitted girl AS is being show-offy about her migrating to another country in almost two years. K gets pissed off at this because of her annoying character that makes her want to chomp off her head. A lan si boy A has been a completely asshole and player recently that officialy ended his friendship with K.

L has been showing recent resentment to her 'best friend' S and have been siding on C, who hates S a lot. Then, JC is rumoured to like S. JC's former classmate, JN, has rejoicing sides with K about this matter in order to tease S for the fun of it. Turns out that JC is after S and K's friend, LJ. (Sigh) Such a womanizer!

Then, K , S and AW completely hate J for lying too much! He boasts around, saying he's has coupled up with one of the prettiest girls in school. Hope he doesn't cross the line because K and S are getting pissed off to see his disgusting face. Blek! But here's the big news! Two-faced angel and devil, CC, is getting her part of the bargain for bitchslapping! K and S couldn't help but to overhear their conversation in the toilet.

Oh, boy! They both were loving it. Looks like CC has earn herself some scratches for having a bitchy mouth and an empty head which seems to have gone into the clouds! WOOHOO! Looks like Declaration of War is on, baby!

-Heads up!-
Yz

School Drama Part V

(Sighs) Oh, bengangnye! Tak habis-habis ade drama ni. Hish, sakitnye kepala aku...

It's official. J and WE are really dating each other. Oh, talk about betrayal between WE and her friend, K. K was sad but actually delighted that she wasn't in WE's shoes after realizing that J was actually a sweet-talker/player. And she wasn't surprise that he failed in his big exam and tumbled down to the forth lousiest class.

She took no sympathy to him. However, she still several problems along the line. Her former bestfriend/crush MA was being such an asshole upon realizing that he has so many admirers. She felt as if she was going to rip his head off and couldn't but sigh deeply. It was really annoying to hear about him. Besides that, she's been a bit lonely while sinking in the fact that she'll be single for the next several *possible* years.

Now, she's getting the idea of losing her single status to search for a guy. Can she find one? Hopefully so but it better not be a conceited asshole.

That's all I have in my pocket right now. Dad's been stressing the goddamned shit out of my brain to follow in their footsteps as being lame and boring engineers. Fuck...

- Peace out!-
Yas

School Drama Part IV

Ah, finally some drama, huh? Aiyoyo....

I met this new girl name J and now, angelic-but-devilish C is already comparing her to her enemy, S. I heard from S, who is a very close friend of mine, said that C was mocking S and J -- She said something like, "Oh, J is the new evil twin of S." She inserted her absolute fake laughter.

Gosh, how fake can she be? -__-"

Then, my best friend ML told me another interesting event. When she was at the bookshop with XJ while talking with YF, C (also YF's friend) said the 'f' word aloud until everyone stared at her. Really, they stared. Plus, she didn't said the 'f' word as if to curse ML but like a very used word that she's been using for the rest of her life.

Hypocrite...

Now for the juciest one.

Lastly, K and WE were friends with JA -- who is a guy. However, even though JA wasn't close to WE before... they seemed to click almost immediately. They exchange numbers, take pictures of each other and laughed together blissfully. K felt a little lost between their friendship and secretly, she had unrequited feelings for JA. So, whenever she's around them, her heart dropped whenever they had fun together and somehow not noticing her presence.

Oh, gosh... School drama is still running. The 'Declaration of War' seemed to have been put in a hiatus =(! But it's still good that no more drama buzzing around. Now, for my favorite part.

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DONG BANG SHIN KI!!!

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Lol...

Heehee! (Big Fan) XD

P.S: Seriously, how can you resist five so-hot-and-smoking-plus-mouth-watering Korean guys? Especially Yunho, JaeJoong, Changmin, Xiah and Micky?? (Blissfully fantasizing about meeting them one day)

School Drama Part III

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School's scary, man...

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I know, completely untrue, right? You'd be saying, "No-lah! School's damn fun lah! Why you go say its scary lah?? Aiyo...." Haha...(Insert sarcasm) Too bad, it's true.

I don't usual say this to people but I hate big crowds. It's like being trapped inside a cage like a helpless rat. Even though my friends persuaded me to go into the canteen, I still get this ridiculous squishy feeling in my stomach. And seconds later, I lose my appetite. I know, weird... and fake? Possibly but I'll stick to my instincts. I should just grab a bread from home and eat somewhere no one can find me.

Oh, the stupidity of me. Haha... (Please insert sarcasm)

The first day of school was damn creepy. I paired off with Min Li and Xian Jing in a desperate search to find our friends but sadly, we couldn't see any of them. It was a really intimidating situation. There were so many seniors and very tall people. =_= (Note: That's why I hate being short) Just before everyone (yes, everyone) began to gather up at the assembly, I found Sandy with Sue Ann and her friend, Jillian. Sandy 'attacked' me with her bear hugs but I noted to her and myself that I'm no lesbian.

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Sorry, I like guys. ;P (Fangirl shouts in the background: "DONG BANG SHIN KI! SARANGHAEYO!"....) -_-"

I met Jillian, one of Sue Ann's closest friend. She's quite nice and understanding. She even knew much more of Sue Ann's behavior that had always troubled me that she was a two-faced person.(No offense, Sue... Really! Please forgive me!) But here's the big news. I present you a new drama that will be arriving soon in SMKBU. The title is....!!

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(GOSH! STOP THE DRUM ROLL, DAMMIT!)

Declaration of War!

(Thank you....)

It's about two different girls having a critically public rivalry that seems to have spread like wildfire by the start of the year. Both sides denied any further severe hatred towards each other but obviously, no one believed it... So, who will win? The 'new' girl with an angelic little reputation of being a sweetheart and girl next door? Or.... The two-faced "angelic and devilish" senior girl who can change from Everyone's Favorite to Total Mean Girl/Wannabe?

Who knows?

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But hey, that's high school, peeps.

Today was better than yesterday but even though I took a thirty-minute nap just at least two hours before I get some real sleep, I feel so drowsy as if I can just doze off in any second. So, it was very hard to concentrate in the class despite the fact I wanted to work harder this time. But to no avail. I wonder why... Hmm? I don't know what to expect for tomorrow morning. NO!

But I still had a great time at school. There was no particular signs of Declaration of War buzzing in front of people's eyes, which was good... and quite relieving. Then, I get to talk to some of my seniors who *mostly* are really nice people. Hehe, especially Rhonwyn and Azril -- though Azril doesn't talk much to me nowadays. Hmm..........

And now, I miss my cousin, NABILAH!!! Argh! It's so boring without her nowadays! =______= Great, now I won't be able to find one of the very *few* people who can make me laugh til I get a severe stomachache. I'm gonna miss her... D'=

(Whispers to self) At least I get to own Max Changmin while she's gone.

ROFL! Nabilah would kill me if she founds out. Uh-oh....

That's all for today. I'd better finish my English Assignment or Puan Mani will have my head for breakfast. NO!

-Gotta blast!-
Bye!

Typical School Drama (Part II)

Who had ever thought that the school drama still continue even its the holidays? Well, I first thought holidays are meant to be drama-free. Who knew that it still somehow continue. I'd ought to be careful if everyone around me since some of them could be a two-faced impostor.

There is the traitor. Lets say two of her closest friends had a shine* for each other. However, the girl (let's call her A) rejected the boy (call him B) because lack of 'chemistry' between each other and other certain reasons. The traitor's and A's friend, C, recently found out a very big and shocking secret from her best friend.

She found out that the traitor snatched B from A, making B her boyfriend as soon as A rejected him. C's best friend also heard that the traitor had kissed B inside her room without A and C knowing about it. C was completely devastated of what she heard and threaten to have revenge.

There is the Lovebirds. To begin with, C has been liking her best friend (Let's call him A2) for four long months. Even though A2 knew that C liked him, he pretended to be completely oblivious which resulted hurting her feelings. When C was ready to forget about A2, she heard that A2's best friend MI still likes her even after three years of not seeing each other.

C and MI had a little rope** way back since primary school. C had a big fat crush on MI back then. Even after he graduacted from primary school, she still liked him. But realizing that she could move on with A2, she had forgotten about MI for awhile. But now, MI's friend N (who is C's friend) said that MI really likes C despite the far distance between them.

There's a lot more but my hands are tied to type anything further which may be too revealing.

Glossary:

* Shine means attraction or affection towards someone. If you're a big fan of Trudi Canavan, you can find this word used in her The Black Magician series.
** Rope is a word I created, meaning history or progress. Inspired by Trudi Canavan again's slangs. In her book, rope means freedom instead (if I perfectly recall).

Typical School Drama

There is a huge gap difference between primary school and secondary school. Of course, you can see it's the exams (they get harder and harder, damn it). There's the abang angkat thing, blah-blah-blah. There's the cinta monyet buzzing around the school and finally, drama. The worst experience.

I hate drama. It sort of waste your time. Don't get me wrong but it does sometimes certainly waste your time. (Sighs) Class One Amanah were supposed to be practising a play for their Civics project (extra marks for Final Year exam) but since the director was a pain in the ass (and malas sangat nak cooperate), the script writer broke into tears.

I had to pujuk the script writer because I was one of them who knew her since primary school. She wasn't really hard to pujuk but I didn't like her because of her attitude. It took me a few minutes to make her stand up straight and wipe the tears away.

Then, there's the Mean Girl. One of my good friends from primary school was trying to say something but a bitch cuts in rudely. Then, the tears erupted again. (Sighs sympathetically) I pujuk my friend again and tried to calm her down by talking things about the girl who cut her mid-way.

Moreover, there's the Love Need. The script writer was so pissed off even after I pujuk her. Then, suddenly, she broke in tears. She said,"If only my loved one was here... Things would've been slightly better." Fat tears dropped one-by-one like raindrops.

Okay, moving on. There's the slut. Okay, 'slut' is an inappropriate word to use but I can't help it. Honestly, the slut was indeed a slut. I cross my paws (picks up my cat's paws and cross them) The Slut saw a friend of mine, let's called him Guy, and was SO curious to know him.

But she recently clarified to me, saying. "I don't wanna like any guys anymore." I didn't trust her at all. Reasons are completely sealed behind my lips.

But luckily, the Guy was my friend. So I knew him and I don't recall him talking or questioning about her. So obviously, she lied. She didn't know him at all because she doesn't know the guy, the guy doesn't know her. (Rolls eyes)

Later, there was little Perasantan girl. During choir practice, she was giggling loudly and flirting around the guys next to her while we're supposed to do our practice properly since it was going to be our second last practice. She nudged me suddenly so I turned to her.

"Hey, do you think those guys are staring at me?" She whispered to me. I almost choke at the very moment. There were sophomores passing by our hall, observing us. Coincidentally, the sophomores were actually people who I despised since primary school.

It so happens that I stood next to her so probably they were laughing at me, trying to annoy/irritate me. Again, when they passed by, the teacher was busy talking on the phone. I recognized them as my enemy, so he shouted,"Hey, cantik!" He did that to kecoh around.

The boys in my choir team thought he was my friend/boyfriend because his eyes were focused on me. (Shudders) But sadly, the girl next to me flushed and giggled gedik-ly. She thought the guys were looking at her, probably she stands out from the crowd.

Honestly, she just blends in like other people, except for slut and my friends. I slumped on my bed after I got from school even though there were mud stains on my pants that I got from P.E. class. I buried my face into my pillow, thinking.

"Now I know why Stephenie Meyer or J. K. Rowling don't write chick-flicks. Too much drama,"