The Holiday

I've been staying at my cousin's house since last Sunday when she invited me to her school Senior Prom. Much to my surprise, I had to wear a skirt since jeans have been 'out'. My skirt matched along with my blank short-sleeved top with my dark brown hair let down. Added some lipgloss along with my camera in hand.

It was a 'usual boring' start. I helped my cousin and her friend at the receptionist table, passing out some make-up compads to the girls before they entered the place. There were a few 'plastics' if you knew what I mean... One of them was wearing this maroon princess-like gown with a golden tiara readied on her head.

Oh gosh. :o

Later on, my cousin's friend and some other hosts gave out their speeches. It was pretty dull at first before it came to the food part. I tell you, the food there was excruciating delicious! Later, there was the slideshow of 'Memories in SKBJ' (my cousin's school). The slideshow was at least around nine to ten minutes. After that, there was the Dance Battle.

It was Boys vs. Girls. It was Aunty Hazel started with the 80's dance. Later, one of the other aunties continued. And the littlest girl there, did a cartwheel and the girls won. Hehe..

They had this box filled ith people's names written. Once chosen, they had to compete on the Dance Mat to earn RM 30. It was boring at first before the second game started. It was the Limbo! It was hilarious! And the 'sporting' participates were nominated as finalists for Prom King and Queen.

The performances were hilarious. My cousin and her group of friends did several dances for 'Soulja Boy', 'Low (Remix with Francisco) and 'Shake It'. I enjoyed their 'Low' dance. It was kickass! I gotta thank my cousin for teaching the moves. The 'Shake It' was funny like hell! The 'Soulja Boy' dance was sorta hard to follow but it was cool!

Later, came the grand moment. Prom King and Prom Queen! The finalists were asked to dance alone on the dancefloor to earn the title. The most 'sporting' dance will win the title! The 'plastic' who wears the maroon dress won the title for Prom Queen. I wasn't surprised because she could dance well and she was pretty.

The Prom King was one of my cousin's friend. Everyone was slightly surprised because he won the Dance Mat. Lol, I forgot to mention that both Prom King and Queen will earn RM50 if they danced with each other. I managed to record the moment! It was funny. They both didn't want to hold each other so they had to use the fake rose (that was given to the King) in exchaging hand-contact.

"Two steps only and you'll earn the RM50!" The host, the brother of my cousin's friend, said.

They moved two steps and voila! The money was theirs. Finally, there was the 'Last Waltz'. The Prom King asked his long-time crush to dance with him. And much to my utter joy, I recorded the beautiful moment. But honestly, the King couldn't dance at all. He was just awkwardly dragging his legs but it was cute to watch.

Then, he placed his hand on his crush's waist (he placed his hand on her shoulder before) after gaining permission from his crush's father who was there. Obviously, he was watching them. There was another couple nearby. They sorta did the same thing. The twins (my cousin's schoolmates) kept forcing the guy to look at the girl since he was too shy to look at her. Aww!

I had a great time. Can't wait for my school prom in 09!!! w00ts!

Bored

I'm very bored now. So I found this somewhere and I wanted to post it here.

Info
[x] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily. (Yes, I can tan easily if I sit under the sun too long)
[] I wish my hair was a different color.
[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[/] I have/I've had braces. (Does getting braces soon is included?)
[x] I wear glasses
[] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger. (Shudders... The guy was creepy)
[] I have more than 2 piercing.
[] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[] I've sworn at my parents.
[] I've run away from home.
[] I've been kicked out of the house.
[] My biological parents are together.
[] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[] I want to have kids someday.
[] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[x] I'm in school (..Secondary School)
[] I have a job (Can't find one...)
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school. (Once, at school)
[] I almost always do/did my homework.
[] I've missed a week or more of school.
[] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years. (I keep a low profile)
[] I failed more than 1 class last year
[] I've stolen something from my job
[] I've been fired

Embarrassment
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation. (But my friends were used to me saying 'lol'..)
[] Disney movies still make me cry.
[] I've peed from laughing.
[] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried. (Sometimes)
[] I've glued my hand to something.
[] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[] I was born with a disease/impairment
[] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[/] I've broken a bone. (Does almost breaking a bone counts)
[] I've had my tonsils removed.
[] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.
[] I've had measles

Traveling
[] I've driven over 200 miles in one day
[x] I've been on a plane.
[] I've been to Canada.
[] I've been to Mexico
[] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[] I've been to Japan. (I wanna go there!)
[] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[x] I've been to Europe. (When I was a kid)
[] I've been to Africa.

Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[] I've seen a shooting star. (You hardly find stars in Malaysia)
[] I've wished on a shooting star
[] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[] I've been to a casino.
[] I've been skydiving.
[] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[] I've crashed a car.
[] I've been skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[x] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[] I've seen the Northern lights.
[] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[x] I'm single
[] I'm in a relationship
[] I'm engaged.
[] I'm married.
[x] I've gone on a blind date.
[] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[] I have a fear of abandonment.
[] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[] I am a cuddler
[] I've been kissed in the rain.
[] I've hugged a stranger.
[] I have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime
[] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[] I've cheated while playing a game.
[] I've cheated on a test. (My parents who kill me)
[] I've run a red light.
[] I've been suspended from school.
[x] I've witnessed a crime. (Because I was the victim of the crime)
[x] I've been in a fist fight. (With a guy who tried to bug my friend)
[] I've been arrested.

Drugs/Alcohol
[] I've consumed alcohol. (Never!)
[] I regularly drink.
[] I've passed out from drinking.
[] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[] I've smoked weed
[] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[] I've eaten shrooms.
[] I've popped E.
[] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[] I've done hard drugs.
[] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
[] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[] I take anti-depressants.
[] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose. (Only twice)
[x] I've woken up crying. (After I just had a sad dream. I never have nightmares)

Death and Suicide
[x] I'm afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[] I've seen someone dying.
[x] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[] I've planned my own suicide.
[] I've attempted suicide.
[] I've written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism
[] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[x] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[] I own something from Hot Topic.
[] I own something from Pac Sun.
[x] I collect comic books.
[] I own something from The Gap.
[] I own something I got on e-bay.
[] I own something from Abercrombie.

Random
[] I can sing well. (I can shout well)
[] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[] I open up to others easily.
[x] I watch the news.
[X] I don't kill bugs. (Because I'm a wuss >_>")
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower. (Sometimes XD)
[] I am a morning person. (Never...=_
[x] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[x] I'm a snob about grammar. (I always correct my friend grammatical errors -_-")
[] I am a sports fanatic.
[] I twirl my hair
[x] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[x] I love being neat. (I guess so..., but my room is a mess...T_T)
[] I love Spam
[] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[] I bake well.
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue (Blue and White!!)
[] I've worn pajamas to school.
[] I like Martha Stewart. (Sorry, I do not know her)
[] I know how to shoot a gun
[] I am in love with love
[] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS. (Hell, no.)
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[x] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[] I love white chocolate
[] I bite my nails.
[] I play video games.
[x] I'm good at remembering names. (Unless I've ignored the name for more than six months)
[] I'm good at remembering dates. (... Don't think so)
[x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

Typical School Drama

There is a huge gap difference between primary school and secondary school. Of course, you can see it's the exams (they get harder and harder, damn it). There's the abang angkat thing, blah-blah-blah. There's the cinta monyet buzzing around the school and finally, drama. The worst experience.

I hate drama. It sort of waste your time. Don't get me wrong but it does sometimes certainly waste your time. (Sighs) Class One Amanah were supposed to be practising a play for their Civics project (extra marks for Final Year exam) but since the director was a pain in the ass (and malas sangat nak cooperate), the script writer broke into tears.

I had to pujuk the script writer because I was one of them who knew her since primary school. She wasn't really hard to pujuk but I didn't like her because of her attitude. It took me a few minutes to make her stand up straight and wipe the tears away.

Then, there's the Mean Girl. One of my good friends from primary school was trying to say something but a bitch cuts in rudely. Then, the tears erupted again. (Sighs sympathetically) I pujuk my friend again and tried to calm her down by talking things about the girl who cut her mid-way.

Moreover, there's the Love Need. The script writer was so pissed off even after I pujuk her. Then, suddenly, she broke in tears. She said,"If only my loved one was here... Things would've been slightly better." Fat tears dropped one-by-one like raindrops.

Okay, moving on. There's the slut. Okay, 'slut' is an inappropriate word to use but I can't help it. Honestly, the slut was indeed a slut. I cross my paws (picks up my cat's paws and cross them) The Slut saw a friend of mine, let's called him Guy, and was SO curious to know him.

But she recently clarified to me, saying. "I don't wanna like any guys anymore." I didn't trust her at all. Reasons are completely sealed behind my lips.

But luckily, the Guy was my friend. So I knew him and I don't recall him talking or questioning about her. So obviously, she lied. She didn't know him at all because she doesn't know the guy, the guy doesn't know her. (Rolls eyes)

Later, there was little Perasantan girl. During choir practice, she was giggling loudly and flirting around the guys next to her while we're supposed to do our practice properly since it was going to be our second last practice. She nudged me suddenly so I turned to her.

"Hey, do you think those guys are staring at me?" She whispered to me. I almost choke at the very moment. There were sophomores passing by our hall, observing us. Coincidentally, the sophomores were actually people who I despised since primary school.

It so happens that I stood next to her so probably they were laughing at me, trying to annoy/irritate me. Again, when they passed by, the teacher was busy talking on the phone. I recognized them as my enemy, so he shouted,"Hey, cantik!" He did that to kecoh around.

The boys in my choir team thought he was my friend/boyfriend because his eyes were focused on me. (Shudders) But sadly, the girl next to me flushed and giggled gedik-ly. She thought the guys were looking at her, probably she stands out from the crowd.

Honestly, she just blends in like other people, except for slut and my friends. I slumped on my bed after I got from school even though there were mud stains on my pants that I got from P.E. class. I buried my face into my pillow, thinking.

"Now I know why Stephenie Meyer or J. K. Rowling don't write chick-flicks. Too much drama,"

Wondering Thoughts

It's been a while since my last post. Maaf.

Recently my studies have kept me locked on my life (including my art) until I could hardly find the inspiration of what to write about. I've been trying to get my head into both blogging and studying at the same time. But sadly, no inspiration sparked up.

So far, I would say life is pretty normal (and boring) despite all the chaos I've been through in school and outside school. I've been trying to recall my goals in life but all I managed was a list of desires. It's really long and seemed endless but hey, I need someone (something?) to blast it at. The list begins:

1. A room of my own (not my brother's) that I can call as 'My Small Sanctuary'. Actually I'm going to have my little Sanctuary but it's near a place where I dread to go near to. *shudders*
2. I miss someone (someone who I've never seen for two whole years). I just wished I could that person again to see how far that person has grown and matured.
   
3. The elixir of Reincarnation. (So that if I screwed big on my life, I can just restart all over again and fix some certain parts of my life)
4. I've wondering... what does it feel like watching billion stars shining in the sky and feel as if there was someone else watching me from another universe? (That question will forever remain a mystery)
5. I want a better Earth, y'know... I don't want all the children in the future to suffer because of bad environment.

Okay, folks. This is where my short post ends. Hopefully I can reveal more desires in the future but I hoped that I haven't spilled more than I need. But surely, the five things above are all the main things I want in life.

Before I forget, here's a little Music Of The Week.

I need to try to get to where you are
Could it be, your not that far

You're the voice I hear inside my head,
the reason that I'm singing
I need to find you
I gotta find you

You're the missing piece I need,
the song inside of me
I need to find you
I gotta find you

To some certain Camp Rock fans, you all probably know what song is this (and who is the singer). To those who don't know what's the name of the song, it's Gotta Find You by Joe Jonas.

Yes, I am a Jonas Brothers fan.

The Famous Triangle

Sekolah berjalan seperti biase macam setiap hari. Tapi hari ini berlainan rase. Kenape agaknye? The brunette re-wrote the sentence again below the previous one, but this time, she wrote it in English. School went on normally like everyday. But today has a different feeling. I wonder why?

Kelly sighed and looked at on her pointy handwriting that she wrote on her blank notepad in the canteen. A 100-plus drink and a packet of keropok lekor was set next to her along with her crimson pencil box. She rubbed her eye and yawned drowsily. Boy, she really needed more sleep because last night, she stayed up until two o'clock in the morning, doing researches about Shakespeare, Annie Oakly and breakdance.

A strand of dark brown hair fell into her eye. She flipped it out of her eye and involuntarily glanced at the young man sitting at the corner of the canteen with his friends. They barked in laughter, causing her to blush slightly when she heard him laugh. She immediately turned away before she continues staring at him. That would've made her look like a stalker.

She felt her face turn hot, painting her cheeks with a shade of rosy red. She picked up her stuff (including her 100 plus drink and the packet of keropok lekor) and stormed out of the canteen hastily. The sun rays shined on her brightly as soon as she stepped out of the canteen. She lowered her head, covering the blush tinted on her pale cheeks.

Her legs seemed to be casted under a spell, taking her far from the canteen and back to taman sains, her "safety corner" in school. Unknown to her, a pair of raven eyes trailed along her figure as she disappeared into the corner.

He looked away as soon as she disappeared into the corner and ran his fingers through his front fringe. He realized he's been watching her every move. What on Earth is he doing? Is he a stalker or was he so interesting in "chasing" the Budak Tambah in school? Obviously not but he can't seem to find a clear answer to why was he observing her every time he sees her.

He would've slapped himself to death but his friends called out to him, "Hey, Isaac, let's get going."

"Coming!" Isaac jogged towards his friends before they walked off to the basketball court.

A few of his friends sat down on the grass and began a chatting-session, obviously talking about the upcoming basketball match against Stunners. Several of them began practising shuffling, obviously trying to show off their "talent". But Isaac and his best friend, Andy, were the only ones who were practising their shoots.

Isaac picked up a ball and threw it to Andy, who dribbled the ball before shooting a three-pointer. The ball circled around the basket briefly before falling through the basket, causing Andy to flash a small smile. Isaac smirked and took the basketball that stood near his foot and did a three-pointer as well. The ball smoothly went through the basket.

Andy chuckled. "You've been practising lately." He said, lightly punching Isaac's arm.

"Yep. Dad said that I shouldn't get rusty." Again, Isaac shoots another three-pointer. The ball went through the basket again smoothly.

When Isaac took the next ball, he paused in his actions. He noticed that someone was watching them behind the bushes. Wait--make that two people. Two girls watched them from behind the bushes, a blond and a red-haired. They both waved at the girls, causing them to panic.

"Alamak! Kena spotted!" The blond girl whispered to her red-haired friend. She pulled her friend's sleeve and they both ducked into the bushes.

Isaac stifled a chuckle and shoots another three-pointer. Andy just watched the two girls who were still hiding behind the bushes, speculating something to happen. He counted, 'One... Two... Three!' He didn't see anyone at first. So he counted again... 'One... Two...' Before he could finish, a brunette appeared in sight.

"Alice! Felicia! What are you two doing behind the bushes?" A flabbergasted Kelly called out. The two girls nearly shrieked when Kelly surprised them with her sudden presence.

"Don't tell me you've been watching on those two..." Her voice trailed away when her hazel brown eyes caught a glimpse of those green eyes.

Her heart skipped a beat and her face was painted red. She could feel smoke bursting out of her ears. She made a brief eye-contact with Andy's eyes, who stood still like a pole. His cheeks were painted with a shade of pinkish red. Her eyes diverted to Isaac who looked back at her as well. Immediately, she stormed away.

"H-Hey! Kelly!" Alice and Felicia hastily followed Kelly.

Andy lowered his head and touched his cheeks. God, they were burning hot! Isaac felt his heart racing so fast that he could feel it was ready to burst! But luck was on their side when the bell rang. Isaac breathed in deeply and patted Andy on the shoulder.

"See you after school, bud." He tried to sound enthusiastic but nearly failed. He ran back to class, leaving Andy blushing on the court.

He heaved a sigh and looked at the place where Kelly appeared but a weight pulled his heart, causing him to shake his head in denial and ran back to his classroom. What a weird day it was, for Kelly, Andy and Isaac. They all know about one single little fact.

They were stuck in the famous Love Triangle.

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I just feel like writing a random. No, it's not something about my life or related to it. It's just a story that I recently came up with while I was thinking about Stephenie Meyer's book... =.= I'm craving for the book!!!!!! And the name "Stunners" is actually the name of a cheerleading team in Sri KDU. Sorry for my unoriginality but seriously, I'm out of ideas... X)

P.S: Everything I wrote is fictional. If related to anyone or event, it's unintentional. And kalau ade grammatical errors, point it out to me *lazy* Hehe.... Bye bye!!

P.S.S: I LOVE STEPHENIE MEYER!

List of Life

I'm currently listening to Usher's Moving Mountains with Chris Brown's Forever. I have to say, these songs are pretty amazing. Let's go back to the post. Hehe...

Let's make it short:

1. I've been watching too many movies until I have too many stories in my mind. Weird, right? Okay, let's see. I've got an action story, a sci-fi story, two romance stories and one supernatural story. Ouch!

2. I've been drawing too much. And that's not good. Haiya...=.=

3. I'm back on the road with the Adidas Run in August. Hopefully, I'll be able to get to run again. ^^

4. Two performances on the day. One at Hari Bakat at school and another at Form 1's got talent at school as well (but only open to form 1 students).

5. My interest in cheerleading has took a dramatic turn with the morning section but it's okay. I might join the school's cheerleading team next year, which is fine with me.

6. I miss Puan Rajinah!! She's the 1 Adil's former Kemahiran Hidup teacher

7. I've been keeping Fluffy in shape. Yay! (Lol...)

8. Still procrastinating...=.=

I think that's about it. Sorry that I can't update a proper post instead of a list. -.- Too many things are going on. I don't think a short post will be enough to keep track with the drama. Haih =.=.....

- Yasmin

P.S: Sorry for not updating occasionally.

Big Little Things

Sorry for not updating for God-knows-how-many days. I've been doing a lot more artwork, my computer broke down, I'm not procrastinating a lot, sleeping earlier and going through a turn in life. I was recently inspired to do write ANOTHER story. I don't know what's wrong with me!! ><>Cold Fear" (The previous title was 'Cold as Ice' which you can find in my previous entries). I would like to type out the summary but I haven't figure out the plot yet correctly. I've been keeping Cold Fear aside for a while and I want to finish it as soon as possible (If I have the time to do so...)

I'll be posting a lot of artworks soon. That depends whether I can scan them at my mom's office or get my computer fixed soon. Can't talk long. I got some errands to run. Sorry! ><" Bye!

-Yasmin

Art Thief

Some of drawings have been missing. One was 'Happy B'day', three were some of my unfinished artworks which I can't really recall but there were ones that I wanted to put in my gallery. I suspect that someone has been stealing my drawings. WTF?

I hate it when people steal other people's art. I even hate when people STEAL MY ART! WTF! I could be cursing for hours right now!!!

Ya Allah, beginikah nasibku? Ke ade orang yang benci aku sangat sampai berani nak curik lukisan-lukisan kegemaran saya?

I hate the world, period.

-Yasmin

Death Match on the Horizon?

Afternoon Section Cheerleaders -- Jetzers -- has finally completed the pyramid. Even though it wasn't the best pyramid -- comparing to Morning Section -- but at least we managed to do the pyramid. But here's the real deal, Morning Section Cheerleaders -- Bizzarre -- is picking up the steps.

Well... We, Jetzers, know that Bizzarre is a good team. But it wasn't necessary from them to copy us. As a member of Jetzers, I'm not furious -- maybe just a little -- but I don't understand why Morning Section hates Afternoon Section so much until a series of unexpected events occured.

I think there's going to be a Cheer Death Match soon . . . but I dunno when. It could on Puan Ang's retirement in October or maybe earlier than October? I don't know. Nothing is certain at this very moment. And, I doubt Bizzarre will get along with Jetzers... in a million years.

Well, my post ends here, folks. I would like to type out a longer post but I feel my head is ready to explode. Ya Allah, bilakah 'drama' ini akan berhenti?

-Yz

5, 6, 7, 8, GO!

;_; Sorry for the lame title. AHH! Exams is coming!! I don't want to get a C in anything =X! Why can't Mid-term exams come in the next 23476 months. DX

I've got a few news on my sleeves and I feel like sharing it to you people.

I recently joined a cheerleading team. Well, not really lah. The team isn't completely formed properly yet but we already did our first cheerleading practice. And I gotta say, the results were far better than I expected.

But we did have a few moves like cartwheel and pyramid. There is an audition for those who want to join the cheerleading team on Teacher's Day, after 12 PM (Since the afternoon session will not have any school) I'm completely looking forward to it! =D

I joined another run which will be held on 25 May. Sorry to say it's at Sungai Buloh. (Sorry Kak Ninie, it's not in a stadium. So, don't make the huge banner, okay?) :D

Finally, holidays coming soon but first, I must face the mid-term exams. DX Not good... (I just hope I dun get a C) I've been getting busier with the art requests but too bad, I haven't lost the title "Procrastinator" yet. Hehe... Oh! Almost forgot one more thing!

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!

(My sivik project for mother's day)

-Sayonara