It's You!

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(Han-Geng)
It’s you
It’s you
It’s you
It’s only you
It’s you
It’s you

(Dong-Hae)
I don’t need anyone else, it’s only you
When you ask again, it’s only you
(Kyu-Hyun)
Even if you already have another love
I can’t forget you, I can’t turn back around
Oh ~
(Ye-Sung)
The moment my eyes began to burn
The moment my heart was captured by you
(Lee-Teuk)
I have no regret, I chose you
That’s right, it’s you

Chorus:
(Si-Won)
Oh whatever anyone anyone says, it doesn’t matter to me
Oh whoever whoever curses me, I’ll only look at you
(Ryeo-Wook)
Even when I’m born again, it’s still only you
(Still Still) Even as time goes by

(Kang-In)
Oh when you tell me you love me
When you tell me thousands and millions of times
Even when my heart sets on fire, my dry lips wear out
(Kyu-Hyun)
Even when I’m born again, it’s still only you
(Still Still) Even as time goes by

(Eun-Hyuk)
Oh, oh, only for you. Oh, oh, only for you
Oh, oh, only for you. Oh, oh, only for you
(Eun-Hyuk + Shin-Dong)
Oh, oh, only for you. Oh, oh, only for you
Oh, oh, only for you

(Kang-In)
It’s you
I don’t need any words. it’s just you
"It’s too late", but for me it’s just you
(Sung-Min)
I know our love is wrong
I can’t give up, I can’t let you go
Ah, Ah

(Eun-hyuk)
My lips, cold as can be, are even more blue
(Shin-Dong)
I cry out to find to find your warmth
(Ryeo-Wook)
I call, even though I call for you
And there’s no reply, I’ll wait for you

Chorus:
(Han-Geng)
Oh whatever anyone anyone says, it doesn’t matter to me
Oh whoever whoever curses me, I’ll only look at you
(Ye-Sung)
Even when I’m born again, it’s still only you
(Still Still) Even as time goes by
(Sung-Min)
Oh when you tell me you love me
When you tell me thousands and millions of times

(Kyu-Hyun)
Even when my heart sets on fire, my dry lips wear out
Even when I’m born again, it’s still only you
(Still Still) Even as time goes by

(Eun-Hyuk)
Oh, oh, only for you. Oh, oh, only for you
Oh, oh, only for you. Oh, oh, only for you
Oh, oh, only for you. Oh, oh, only for you
Oh, oh, only for you.
(Hee-Chul)
For me, it’s you, it’s you
(Dong-Hae)
Why don’t you know, why don’t you know?
(Hee-Chul)
For me, it’s you, it’s you

(Si-Won)
Oh whatever anyone anyone says, it doesn’t matter to me
Oh whoever whoever curses me, I’ll only look at you
(Ryeo-Wook)
Even when I’m born again, it’s still only you
(Still Still) Even as time goes by

(Dong-Hae)
Oh, when you tell me you love me
When you tell me thousands and millions of times
(Kyu-Hyun)
Even when my heart sets on fire, my dry lips wear out
Even when I’m born again, it’s still only you
(Ryeo-Wook)
(Still Still) Even as time goes by

(Hee-Chul)
It’s you
It's you
It's you
It's only
It's you
It's you

I'm officially an E.L.F and in love with Super Junior!! Eeek! *fangirl scream*

The ones I love is Dong-Hae, Kyu-Hyun, Ye-Sung, Lee-Teuk, Ryeo-Wook, Sung-Min and Eun-Hyuk. I'm glad that Ki-Bum (the guy from the very start before Han-Geng) has finally appeared with the band as well. I missed Ki-Bum but man, why were the make-up artists were so cruel to make his hair like that? He looks so much better without that stupid hairband!

I seriously love Dong-Hae who appeared in 0:33, Kyu-Hyun (plus Ye-Sung and Lee-teuk) who appeared after Dong-Hae. Ye-Sung has such a deep voice... Ah! Dong-Hae's face was adorable. Kyu-Hyun looks so stylish with his new hair. Lee-Teuk's eyebrows and sharp cheekbones just killed me on the spot. But wait till you see his dimples. *fangirl screams again*

Sung-Min dyed his hair darker. I didn't really like it because I wished that they would have changed it into a different style than a close-to-a-Bowl-cut hairstyle. But Ryeo-wook's hair could've looked better if they gelled it up. Damn, he's gotta eat because he's super skinny! Eun-Hyuk's outfit melted me, especially with his pale complexion. I want Ye-Sung's black T-shirt and Eunhyuk's T-shirt plus jacket as well.

Hee-Chul looks a bit sleepy even though he was just leaning against the bike. Watch Dong-Hae from 3:34. Oh, gosh! He looks so sexy!

The song was okay. It was a much lovelier and softer love song comparing to the catchy beats of "Sorry, Sorry". But it lacked a sweet melody that could've rocked the song. And even after a few replays on the song, you sorta get tired of listening to it.

Conclusion is I wouldn't say the song is really fantastic but I've got to admit, it's just a really lovely sweet song that you want to hear whenever your mood is very calm and pleasant. For this song, I would give it a rating of... hmm... a 3 1/2 out of 5

Rating:
1 - Ugh... Enough said!
2 - I would say it's not that bad.
3 - It was fairly good and enjoyable!
4 - A great song that is worthwhile!
5 - One word: Fantastic!

P.S: Don't kill me if you think I gave a low rating! Sorry! Mianhe! I know I'm in love with SuJu but I didn't want to give it 5 out 5 because it might seem unfair to see that I'm a SuJu fan as well. I honestly tried to be considerable to choose the rating carefully despite knowing that I'm an E.L.F! It's not easy to choose, okay? I love SuJu!

SUJU HWAITING!!

Wooots~~

Oh. My. God.

The very three words after I have just watched the Trailer of Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince. Despite knowing that the seventh book-turn-to-movie hasn't been released yet, I can't stop fidgeting to watch the Half-Blood Prince. The director, David Yates, is sure to be a man who has the mind of millions. I'm so amazed that he did a fantastic job that could never be turn into a description.

Hands down, David Yates has brought the imagination of Half-Blood Prince to life and there's no doubt about it that he will NOT fail us all when we enter the cinemas. The happy part is I'm going to watch it with my sister. In the cinema! Woohoo!! If you are thinking 'what about the seventh book?', surely David Yates will have to put on his best hat to create a much tougher, better and more amazing for The Deathly Hallows.



Long live Harry Potter and to J.K. Rowling, the creator of Harry Potter!

P.S: I suggest you go to Youtube to see the trailers. (Yes, there is more than one trailer) I've already seen two of them and I don't think my brain can sustain such awesome-ness. WOOHOO!

The Movie!!

I've been dying to see this movie since I saw the anime film. Did I mention how much I love that they chose Gianna Jun as Saya? Man, she's hot and kicking some ass! Woohoo! <3~~~



Man, I need some make-up to look older and get into the cinema to watch this film! AH! I wonder if I could look like an adult or a college kid with make-up on. Hmm.... Man, I also need contact lens. Damn it!

-The Anime-Freak Girl-
Yz

"The Missing Part" Part 1

Joanna snapped her head up when the soft sound of a bell ringed in her ears. The subway train slowed down and came into a halt. The doors slid open and busy people -- businessmen and women, clerks, engineers alike came flooding in the train, ready to end their hard day's work.

Joanna stepped inside the train, sliding into the nearest empty seat she could find before it was occupied, dully looking out the window. The night was polluted with the sounds of engines bursting and horns from the cars blared into the background. But when the doors closed, there was an eerie silence.

Everyone looked sleepy, tired, restless or busy. She could hear the sound of handphones beeping and voices whispering about business marketing and other certain businesses that she didn't bother listening. But suddenly, her phone started buzzing with a soft twinkling ringtone that she loved to hear whenever she needs to calm down. These were one of the moments where she had to calm down.

She flipped her phone open and placed it against her ear. "Hello?" She never thought that her voice could ever sound so dry.

"Hello, Joanna." A too familiar voice rang on the other line.

Out of nowhere, Joanna felt as if her heart had crushed and her eyes were beginning to soak. "Hi, Jason. How are you doing?"

"Pretty well. But I wished that they hadn't made the hospital like a complete dungeon. It doesn't have to be this dark." Jason replied with an unconcealed disappointment in his tone.

"Look, I'm going to see you. I've got some things to drop by." Joanna said, trying to sound eager. "Aww, you didn't have to, Joanna." Jason said. Joanna could feel as if he was smiling on the other line. "Bye." He whispered.

That was when Joanna's heart really crushed. The conversation between her and Dr. Anderson (Jason's doctor) flooded back in her memory. A sudden pang of hurt struck her heart. She felt as though she couldn't breathe anymore and it was too hard to bear. She could tears streamed down from her eyes.

"Bye." She whispered back.

She didn't want to recall what Dr. Anderson mentioned to her. But the conversation played back in her head like a radio.

"I'm sorry, Joanna. But his condition is just getting worse and worse. I'm afraid that he might not last long because of his vulnerable state." Dr. Anderson explained, pulling off his glasses with unconcealed concern in his face.

Joanna's face paled almost white as winter. "W-What are you t-trying to declare, doctor?" She stuttered, her words escaped her lips like snow; soft and too quiet to be heard.

Dr. Anderson sighed. Then, there was the long eerie silence. Joanna wanted to grab the doctor's coat, shout at him and demand what was he wanted to say. But her body came to a statue state, unable to move a muscle nor a finger. She couldn't believe this.

Dr. Anderson looked up at her, light shined on his glasses momentarily as he finally said it out. "He only has three months left."

Joanna suddenly started choking in tears, the sudden heavy feeling of sadness overwhelmed her. The world seemed to have disappeared around her despite feeling the small itching sense that eyes were boring into her. She felt too sad to be so concern about it. She hoped to be stronger but feeling how her sides were ready to split because of the aching feeling in her chest made her remember.

"Why do you have to be strong?" Joanna's mother, Hilary, said in a low tone as she started putting the dishes into the sink.

Joanna fought the urge to look at her mother, her eyes curled to their corners to see her mother picking up a curry-stained plate. Suddenly, a hand covered with bubbles and soap snaked around Hilary's wrist. It was Joanna's hand. "Mom, I..."

"At the end of the day, what does 'strong' gets you?" Hilary added with a hint of angst in her tone. Joanna embraced her mother with tears in her eyes.

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"Joanna!"

Joanna walked into the ward, the thick dreadful smell of medicine burned in her nostrils. But admist all of the heavy odour, she could see Jason's face glowing brightly with a large grin on his face. In an instant, she felt a contagious sort of happiness creeping up to her as a smile tugged on her pale dry lips. She moved to his side, looking down at his bony face.

"How are you feeling, Jason?" She asked, her voice was dry again.

"A little better after they let me eat just now." He answered, a warm smile that made it too hard for Joanna to bear the fact where her best friend was dying.

"What did you eat?" She pulled a seat nearby and sat near the edge of the bed.

"Just an apple, bread with butter, soup and pudding." He answered with a slightly sad face. But then, he grinned at her. "But you know me, I'm still hungry." It was obvious that he tried to lighten the mood. She grabbed his hand, feeling that he was cold.

"You're cold." She noted, looking at his white hand. "Well, yeah, they turned on the air-cond about 20 degrees. You know I can't stand with that kind of temperature."

Joanna looked at him. "Why didn't you tell the nurse?" She asked, a voice filled with concern.

"I didn't want to bother anyone. It's not like I'll freeze to death." He smiled. Death. The very utter word that Joanna hoped he had never said. She felt like killing herself for asking Dr. Anderson about his condition. How could she act normal around him after finding out he was nearing to his death?

"They should've let you eat more." She said, wrapping her thumb and index finger around his wrist. "You're loosing weight."

"Is it obvious?" He asked, looking at his skinny wrists. Joanna nodded. "Yeah, very obvious."

Suddenly, they started chuckling. Joanna didn't know how they could start a chuckling session but she prayed it wasn't their last. He squeezed her hand. "Did you see Dr. Anderson yesterday?"

Joanna's voice was lost in her throat. She wished that he hadn't asked her that. "Yeah, I did." She desperately wanted to seal her lips but she didn't want to show him the grief she was feeling. She had to start acting all over again.

"What did he saw? Am I getting better?" His eyes beamed with sparks of hope, a moment that was growing rarer every single day since he has been placed in the hospital. Joanna prayed and endlessly hoping that he hadn't been diagnosed with cancer.

"Yes." She lied. "He says you're getting better. You might be out of here soon. For good." What the hell am I doing?

Jason grinned loudly and held Joanna's hands. "That's wonderful! I can't believe I'm finally getting out of this hospital." He laid on his back, his eyes bored in the ceiling.

Joanna tried to smile. But she couldn't find the will to act anymore. "Jason, listen--"

"Hey, Joanna." Jason cut her mid-way, sitting up and looking at her. "How about if we go out tomorrow? It's my monthly hang-out day, remember?"

She nodded, remembering the monthly times where Jason could go out of the hospital. "Yeah, I remember." She held his hand tighter, a sad smile curled on her lips. "I'd like that."

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To be continued.

P.S: (To certain readers of my blog) Please don't tell me how much you fucking hate my writing style or my blog entries. If you hate me, don't bother following with my life or blog. Get it? If you're stubborn to not leave me alone, I sincerely hope that you realize that you're just being recklessly stupid.

Get a life. If you have one, live with it. Properly.

Gotta Be Somebody

After suffering two heartbreaks in a row (and possibly another one on the way), I've realized that someone has always been by my side and accepting me as who I am. This certain someone has always been here when I needed him - despite my shortcomings.

To me, it was quite odd at first because this person and I have not many similarities. To start things off, me (a very lazy lady) would occasionally rely on someone else to do the job for me. But for him, his curiosity would win the best of him and he would strive for it alone. Even though he has a tendency to piss me off at times, sometimes whenever he fools around and the next thing I'll be doing is... laugh.

Even though he yearns for a new adventure everyday, he also has a big lazy part to him. Whenever I come looking for him, he'd been chilling or close to sleeping. There were times that I wished he had been more sociable, but the cuteness from his sleeping face glows that it made it hard for me to be mad at him. But at times, we hardly talk much. When I see him, he'll be too busy exploring and I'll have to be his audience. These were one of the occasions that I wished I had a gun to shoot him.

Despite him always being aloof, I have a lot of admirations for him. I have known this person for almost a year and five months. Yes, its quite long and yet there was never a day that I wouldn't be so eager to see him again. I never thought that this person would mean so much to me.

Hehe... I'm guessing I'm leaving you all into suspense, right? Okay, I'll reveal whose this 'someone' of mine. Watch . . . and see . . .

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Hey! You've just been punk'd!

-The Laughter Doesn't Stop-
Yz

P.S: LMAO!!

I hate the world

I hate the world,
where bitches and bastards,
live along side us.

I hate the world,
where there is so many things,
that are too sinful.

I hate the world,
where thinking 'ignorance is bliss',
but to hell, its not.

I hate the world,
where one creature suffers,
every single second.

I hate the world,
where thinking 'honesty is the best policy',
but people misused the phase.

I hate the world,
where there are too many people,
who you want to throw out.

I hate the world,
where most likely people are two-faced,
and slowly causing chaos.

I hate the world,
where people would forget themselves,
and laugh at one's sufferings.

I hate the world,
where people have to be such jerks,
that it makes me want to puke.

I hate the world,
thinking why the fuck,
do I have to deal with these people.

I hate the world,
thinking why the fuck,
do I have see this in a daily basis.

I hate the world,
stupidly wishing it would be better.
But it seemed to have been damned.

What is the point of being human when humanity had changed into something disgusting like monsters?

Sometimes I wonder, why do we have to stay strong?
But I guess what comes around goes around.
What a tragedy.

SNAP!

"Meow?" (Part 1)
Model: Fluffy A.K.A my cat!


"Meow?" (Part 2)
Model: Kelly (The cat that occasionally comes to my window sill)


"Green Eyes"
Model: Kelly again!


"Curiosity kills the cat"
Model: My cat! (I love this picture)

CANDIDS! (I love these candids XP)


Model: Alyson Ng Wei-En!
Yet I still don't know why I chose this picture. But she's so cute. XD


Caption:"Oi, go balik kelas!"
Model: Seow Sue-Ann
Hehe.. So much of a good pengawas when she's eating while doing her duty.


Caption: "Munch munch I'm eating while acting emo. Hmm..."
Model: Syarifah Atikah Hannan
Kekeke... I just love this one. I'm so cruel..


Caption(s): Wei Ni: "Wow, that cute guy is so funny! I wanna kao him!"
Sandy: "OMG, hot guy at two o'clock!"
Models: (back) Ng Wei-En, (left) Sandy Loh, (right) Wei Ni
Its somewhat 'LOL' and 'sweated'. Kekeke...


Captions: "Yum..."
"So kedekut! Never give me one...Sheesh."
Models: Seow Sue-Ann (left), Sandy Loh (right)
Kekeke... This was so good! I love this one..

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Here's the part where I dislike most! My performance on Teacher's Day!

ARGH! I seriously wanted to cry watching this because it was horrible. I really felt like crying cuz it sucked. But I'll try not to make it such a big deal but... aiyo, I seriously wanna cry. I can't believe I'm seeing my video to the world. Go to Youtube and find it yourself. The song is 'Mirotic' and brace yourself bcuz it sucked.

ARGH!!! (Crying~)

In tears
-The Lame Drama Queen-

The Cracking Up Mania

Hi! Ohmygod!! Exams finished today and I'm so happy!! XD Too bad I couldn't do my evil plot to this fucking stupid bastard who thinks I like him. To Akmal Hakeem:

Oi, bongok! Jangan perasan banyak peminat. Aku guarantee kalau orang tua tengok muka ko, mesti dah sakit jantung sampai kena hantar ke hospital. And eww, kalau you perasan you hot sangat, sedar sikit ye. Dahlah ko pendek! Nak kata nampak macam orang gila, ada jugak!

I love being mean. So shutthefuckup and jangan harap that I want to change my attitude. I'm glad I can keep bastards away from me and boy, I'm not surprised I have a hater. Thank you, Nia Ma.

Call me pyscho, call me a bitch or call me a slut. Whatthetoot? I don't give a care! Baik korang jangan rugikan korang punye nafas... Dah taulah busuk kerane tak gosok gigi! (Evil laughter)

To all the people who are good (and close) buddies of mine! Here's something to crack you up. And careful, this can really hurt your cheekbones!

The Music Goes On...

Just a little tired from all the dancing and studying. I might come back during the holidays. Here's something that won't leave my head for the moment. Please enjoy it before all the stress comes back ripping out your brain cells.



Totally in love with this song. XD
Honestly, if the company she works for decided to renew the MV, their efforts are going to be wasted! Because this MV is already perfect!!

You're on the phone with your girlfriend, She's upset
She's going off about something that you said
She doesn't get your humour like I do

I'm in my room, its a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like
And she'll never know your story like I do

But she wears short skirts, I wear T-shirts
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming 'bout the day when you'll wake up and find
That what you're lookin for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me
You belong with me

Walkin the streets with you in your worn out jeans
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on the park bench thinkin to myself
Hey, isn't this easy?

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in awhile, since she brought you down
You say you're fine, I know you better than that
Hey, Whatcha' doing with a girl like that?

She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming 'bout the day when you'll wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standin by, waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know that?
You belong with me
You belong with me

Oh I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're about to cry
I know your favorite songs and you tell me about your dreams
I think I know where you belong. I think I know it's with me.

Can't you see that I'm the one who understand you?
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by or waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know that
You belong with me
You belong with me

Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me
You belong with me

-The Music Won't Stop!-
Yz

I Missed Those Days

I missed those days,
where I would run amok at home,
being an ordinary little new-born.

I missed those days,
where I was giggling so loud,
Right inside the classroom with my friends.

I missed those days,
where I could just do nothing,
throughout almost every single day.

I missed those days,
where I would skip around,
with my dear friends with glee.

I missed those days,
where I was loved and cared,
by my two busy and workaholic parents.

I missed those days,
where nothing really mattered,
except the sight of a beautiful world.

I missed those days,
where life felt much simpler,
of being very simple-minded about everything.

I missed those days,
where my wonderful toddler years had passed,
just like a tiny leaf caught in a large tornado.

I missed those days,
where the years hold most dear to me,
despite knowing that time will never turn backwards.

Looking back,
I smiled weakly.
I missed those days.

-Behind This Teenaged Eyes-
Yz