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I want my laptop!

I seriously want my laptop back so that I can do what the hell do I want like surf in DeviantArt a lot and do whatever crap you can think of! I wanna play Dota, MapleStory, AuditionSEA and The Settlers! Argh, I'm so lazy nowadays and looks like I still owe a LOT of people some art.

I owe Jeremy Chee, Wei-En and Hasvini an art. I've been procrastinating for almost a year! Oh, my God! I'm such a big fat lazy ass. Someone please sue me, and I mean it. Sue me! (Sighs) Looks like my cousin, Ilah, isn't going to be around for awhile and I won't hear her oh-so-annoying laughter ringing in my ears. I will not miss her. I repeat, I will not miss her.

Plus, I hope you can tel that I was lying. Of course, I'll miss her, damn it! (Sighs) I need some chocolate to stay waras.... (Sighs again)

Wishes

Okay.... Here some wishes to everyone.

Happy Chinese New Year 2009!

and...

Happy Birthday to Kim JaeJoong oppa!!!
Honestly, guys. You seriously and eternally cannot deny that he's such a hottie! (Melts for the umpteenth time)



(P.S: Can't wait for Yunho oppa's birthday! XD)

(P.S.S: Also can't wait for Changmin oppa's birthday as well)

School Drama Part IV

Ah, finally some drama, huh? Aiyoyo....

I met this new girl name J and now, angelic-but-devilish C is already comparing her to her enemy, S. I heard from S, who is a very close friend of mine, said that C was mocking S and J -- She said something like, "Oh, J is the new evil twin of S." She inserted her absolute fake laughter.

Gosh, how fake can she be? -__-"

Then, my best friend ML told me another interesting event. When she was at the bookshop with XJ while talking with YF, C (also YF's friend) said the 'f' word aloud until everyone stared at her. Really, they stared. Plus, she didn't said the 'f' word as if to curse ML but like a very used word that she's been using for the rest of her life.

Hypocrite...

Now for the juciest one.

Lastly, K and WE were friends with JA -- who is a guy. However, even though JA wasn't close to WE before... they seemed to click almost immediately. They exchange numbers, take pictures of each other and laughed together blissfully. K felt a little lost between their friendship and secretly, she had unrequited feelings for JA. So, whenever she's around them, her heart dropped whenever they had fun together and somehow not noticing her presence.

Oh, gosh... School drama is still running. The 'Declaration of War' seemed to have been put in a hiatus =(! But it's still good that no more drama buzzing around. Now, for my favorite part.

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DONG BANG SHIN KI!!!

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Lol...

Heehee! (Big Fan) XD

P.S: Seriously, how can you resist five so-hot-and-smoking-plus-mouth-watering Korean guys? Especially Yunho, JaeJoong, Changmin, Xiah and Micky?? (Blissfully fantasizing about meeting them one day)

Torture Devices

Well, I don't exactly own a torture device but I happen to wear one at the moment. It's nothing brutal or morbid, juust some normal braces. I looking different a bit and I couldn't speak so well because I could feel the metal brushing against my lips and it's really annoying. However, what happened at school earlier made me feel strange at every time I remembered it.

I want to type it out here but I don't plan to since Rhonwyn might come and read it. She'll tease me at school. (Sighs) But still, I can't believe myself! I wish to commit suicide if my friends weren't stopping me. But the attention will soon to fade because I have turn into an ugly duckling just like Betty Suarez. LOL!

Still, these braces are so tight that it makes my teeth feel bigger and heavier. That's what people say, "Beauty is pain." Argh, great. (Insert sarcasm)

School Drama Part III

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School's scary, man...

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I know, completely untrue, right? You'd be saying, "No-lah! School's damn fun lah! Why you go say its scary lah?? Aiyo...." Haha...(Insert sarcasm) Too bad, it's true.

I don't usual say this to people but I hate big crowds. It's like being trapped inside a cage like a helpless rat. Even though my friends persuaded me to go into the canteen, I still get this ridiculous squishy feeling in my stomach. And seconds later, I lose my appetite. I know, weird... and fake? Possibly but I'll stick to my instincts. I should just grab a bread from home and eat somewhere no one can find me.

Oh, the stupidity of me. Haha... (Please insert sarcasm)

The first day of school was damn creepy. I paired off with Min Li and Xian Jing in a desperate search to find our friends but sadly, we couldn't see any of them. It was a really intimidating situation. There were so many seniors and very tall people. =_= (Note: That's why I hate being short) Just before everyone (yes, everyone) began to gather up at the assembly, I found Sandy with Sue Ann and her friend, Jillian. Sandy 'attacked' me with her bear hugs but I noted to her and myself that I'm no lesbian.

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Sorry, I like guys. ;P (Fangirl shouts in the background: "DONG BANG SHIN KI! SARANGHAEYO!"....) -_-"

I met Jillian, one of Sue Ann's closest friend. She's quite nice and understanding. She even knew much more of Sue Ann's behavior that had always troubled me that she was a two-faced person.(No offense, Sue... Really! Please forgive me!) But here's the big news. I present you a new drama that will be arriving soon in SMKBU. The title is....!!

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(And more....)

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(GOSH! STOP THE DRUM ROLL, DAMMIT!)

Declaration of War!

(Thank you....)

It's about two different girls having a critically public rivalry that seems to have spread like wildfire by the start of the year. Both sides denied any further severe hatred towards each other but obviously, no one believed it... So, who will win? The 'new' girl with an angelic little reputation of being a sweetheart and girl next door? Or.... The two-faced "angelic and devilish" senior girl who can change from Everyone's Favorite to Total Mean Girl/Wannabe?

Who knows?

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But hey, that's high school, peeps.

Today was better than yesterday but even though I took a thirty-minute nap just at least two hours before I get some real sleep, I feel so drowsy as if I can just doze off in any second. So, it was very hard to concentrate in the class despite the fact I wanted to work harder this time. But to no avail. I wonder why... Hmm? I don't know what to expect for tomorrow morning. NO!

But I still had a great time at school. There was no particular signs of Declaration of War buzzing in front of people's eyes, which was good... and quite relieving. Then, I get to talk to some of my seniors who *mostly* are really nice people. Hehe, especially Rhonwyn and Azril -- though Azril doesn't talk much to me nowadays. Hmm..........

And now, I miss my cousin, NABILAH!!! Argh! It's so boring without her nowadays! =______= Great, now I won't be able to find one of the very *few* people who can make me laugh til I get a severe stomachache. I'm gonna miss her... D'=

(Whispers to self) At least I get to own Max Changmin while she's gone.

ROFL! Nabilah would kill me if she founds out. Uh-oh....

That's all for today. I'd better finish my English Assignment or Puan Mani will have my head for breakfast. NO!

-Gotta blast!-
Bye!

Death Wish? Probably...

Argh, I can't believe is going to start in less than a week and gosh, my shoulders hurt a lot. Yes, I enjoy complaining. Since I have no punching bag to be killing around, I rather complain here in the blog to bore you people with my silly whines. Hehe =P

Sis let me play a game called this new version of "The Settlers" about running a kingdom and all. It's quite fun though I was having problems to keep up since I had no idea how to get it done. But still, its quite for me. Haha, I'm a gamer. Lol... Today, I went to school to pick up and buy all the books I need for my eighth grade, which is next week. Gosh, I'm a sophomore! Can't believe it!

Somebody pinch me!

I saw Sharifah Atikah at the bookstore and I was delighted to see her since I couldn't contact her during the holidays. Turns out her SIM card got rejected. Ah, dammit! We talked a lot, using peculiar terms like "20 years in rehab" and "lying in my grave" stuff. At least I wasn't alone in the school because most of my friends had picked up their books and left. Gah!

My huge relief was I was still staying in the first class and I was jumping up and down like a maniac. But to my shock, some of my *cough* enemies *cough* have risen up to better classes. Two of my most unexpected ones (meaning as in, I underestimated their 'smartness') went to the first class and I was literally hanging my jaw.

Am I seeing this correctly? Sadly, yes.

Then, the guy who I hate most jumped up from the fourth class to the second. I was completely horrified! And my so-called pet brother had improved to Bersih just like he said. What an arrogant jerk.... Geez, I don't know why I was his pet sister in the first place. Oh, bloody hell. But fortunately that one of my enemies fell down to the third class. Serves him right! (Evil demeanor mood on)

I told my friend about the news I heard. She almost had the same reaction that I had. Lol! And we talked for a long time, talking about the possible drama that will occur in high school. Oh, the joy of it. Not!

She, my enemies and I sort of made an 'invisible' deal with each other. If we happened to be in the same class type (e.g. Form 2 Amanah student with Form 3 Amanah student) we consider ourselves as competitors to see whose better no matter what grade you're in. Good thing I don't have to deal with that guy! I'll be much more content to be able rip his head off his shoulders. Hahaha~~~ (evil laugh)

I know, I suck at evil laughter. *roll eyes*

Still obsessed with Dong Bang Shin Ki, especially JaeJoong-oppa who I never realized to have such a huge voice. He sang this rock song called 'Maze' and in the first take, I was blown away by his rock voice. I was going crazy about it again and again. However, the song reminds me of Naruto sometimes. Lol~ Maybe because it sort of fits with the anime and the music. Still, I was never a Naruto fan. Sorry~

The characters in Naruto are a bit... odd for me despite the cool stunts they can do by just the art of ninja. Never liked Sakura and Ino at first really, despised Sasuke after realizing he was cold bastard (sorry to Sasuke fans P=....) and Naruto is just too.... odd. So, don't like it. XP

Never watched Bleach but liked the character designs, especially Rukia. Never plan to watch it since I'm a bit focused onto movies instead of animes for the time being. My favorite movie, for now, happens to be the weirdest (in my taste-lah)... It's "Mammia Mia! The Movie"... o_______O"

I'm never a big fan of the oldies like the 60's or 70's (not even the 80's) but I just like Abba's song, especially "Mammia Mia". It's either because it was covered by modern artists or they have a good beep that makes me wanna sing-a-long. Luckily that I didn't sing because I know I'll shatter the windows and mirrors in the house. LOL!

It's quite late now. Half-heartedly impatient to go back to school but not entirely looking forward to it. (Sigh)