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Friday, February 27, 2009

Sigh...

God, I miss Ilah. Oi, moron! Call me lah, bodoh! You couldn't imagine how anxious I was to wait the phone ring and hear your stupid yet kiddish voice! Wasuranaide, baka! Sigh.. Exams are coming and I can't wait for the holidays! I'm glad that I can hang out with a very old friend. I miss you, Farhanah! Hope you're doing well at BU3 with Alya. XP

And... now, Ilah's at sekolah asrama! I miss talking and having you around even though we hardly contacted each other last year. Stupid freakkin' school! I knew I should've cherished time better now than never. Sekarang, aku tengah bengang ni kat sekolah. All my close friends are seem to be avoiding me. But no matter, no matter. This holiday, I'll blast my ass off with Farhanah and Ilah! (Tak sabar nak tengok Ilah again! I'm SO GONNA GLOMP YOU!)

Argh, I HATE EXAMS!

Thursday, February 19, 2009

Oi!

Oi, Ilah!

Of course, I'm gonna miss you moron! I'm so gonna miss your annoying and crooked little teeth and stomach-aching jokes no matter how stupid they seem! I can still remember when I ran into you and you broke your nose. Haha! (Sighs) The good days!

And when Amirul kena 'car accident' at Bandung, we both unexpectedly said "Did you hear something" simultaneously before we went crazy by laughing our arses off. Boy, we were morons. Ah! I wish I can see you every month and squash you into liquid for leaving me alone! XP

Hey, give me a number that I can contact you with and I'll call you until you become deaf! Hehe... Leave the number as a comment in this post.

Plus, don't forgot to miss me too, idiot! Sayonara, baka. XD

-xoxo-
Yz

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

School Drama Part VI

I just love Nodame Contabile's ending soundtrack, "Konna ni Chikaku de..." which was sung by Crystal Kay. I love the lyrics, especially "You don't understand, I'm so in love with you!" It's a really cute song. And boy, she sure does have a voice. She's African-American plus Korean. Wow!

She can speak fluent English and Japanese, even currently learning French. She is so cool but too bad she doesn't speak Korean even though her mother is a Korean. I recommend you listen to it.

Nodame Contabile Ending Theme by Crystal Kay - Konna ni Chikaku de

Moving on, I wanna share some school drama... again. This is the sixth post about School drama, man. Huhu... (sarcastic) Here's the news.

A pretty but dimwitted girl AS is being show-offy about her migrating to another country in almost two years. K gets pissed off at this because of her annoying character that makes her want to chomp off her head. A lan si boy A has been a completely asshole and player recently that officialy ended his friendship with K.

L has been showing recent resentment to her 'best friend' S and have been siding on C, who hates S a lot. Then, JC is rumoured to like S. JC's former classmate, JN, has rejoicing sides with K about this matter in order to tease S for the fun of it. Turns out that JC is after S and K's friend, LJ. (Sigh) Such a womanizer!

Then, K , S and AW completely hate J for lying too much! He boasts around, saying he's has coupled up with one of the prettiest girls in school. Hope he doesn't cross the line because K and S are getting pissed off to see his disgusting face. Blek! But here's the big news! Two-faced angel and devil, CC, is getting her part of the bargain for bitchslapping! K and S couldn't help but to overhear their conversation in the toilet.

Oh, boy! They both were loving it. Looks like CC has earn herself some scratches for having a bitchy mouth and an empty head which seems to have gone into the clouds! WOOHOO! Looks like Declaration of War is on, baby!

-Heads up!-
Yz

An annoying fact



Happy Birthday, Changmin-oppa!!

Oh, gosh! How can he be such a cutie?! He is so cute! Ah! Dong Bang Shin Ki Hwaiting! XD

Ah! This is literally killing me! Seeing that annoying twin of Changmin plus Minho (yes, he looks a bit like Minho from SHINee) is torturing my mind. I can't stop staring at him. Boy, I'm beginning to sound like a stalker. Well that's a possibility that I could be a stalker with I get to see my favorite hot Korean boy bands around. But hey, it's difficult to see them since they are getting busier.

(Sighs) This sucks. But still, Happy 21st Birthday, Shim Changmin!

Sunday, February 15, 2009

Different Obsession

Okay, no longer DBSK is my obsession but that doesn't make a difference. Why? Because I'm obsessed with Korean boy bands. In my own opinion, Koreans are better than mat salleh. No offense but I prefer Easterners than Westerners. Though Westerners have better songs but I just like the East Coast now. After my cousin infected me with SHINee's very catchy song called "A.Mi.Go." which is a shortened form of the phase about "encountering a beauty will make you suffer", my friend has been asking me about SHINee.

Now, I'm having a bad headache after trying to remember who are the members from their MVs which are "Noona is pretty" to "Love Like Oxygen". She likes to change her favorites from Kim "Key" Kibum to Minho then back to Key. Now, she's crazy over Minho. But my personal favorite is Taemin. He's so cute. <3__<3 And gosh, my head is bursting.

To my friend, I hate you for forcing me to remember all of the members in less than 2 hours. You know who you are.

Ouch...
-Yas-

Saturday, February 14, 2009

Hey!

Here's some random photos.



*Me, daydreaming*





*Me again...*





*My sister's wonderful and fancy watch*



Happy Valentine's Day, people!

Friday, February 13, 2009

Going a Little Too Nuts

Okay, I admit I'm going a wee bit crazy at the moment. Aiya, why is there always something wrong with my brain? It doesn't function well anymore! Gosh, I should really stop eating too much noodles. Too many MSG, which means more brain cells dying at each delicious slurp. Dammit!

But that's not the point. No, it's not about noodles. No. It's about this guy I saw at school. I just hope that Ilah sort of doesn't read this because I know she'll kill me for this. One day, I was in the classroom along with my friends: Sandy, Letisha, Thiviya, Xian Jing and Min Li gathering at our little area somewhere on the right side of our classroom.

Out of the blue, Xian Jing suddenly said. "Steven's cute."

"Huh? Who?" I asked, dumbfounded at her sudden comment that broke our silence.

Letisha and I were busy drawing on our friend's hand.(Letisha drawing Thiviya's hand while I was drawing on Min Li's hand) while Sandy was reading this book about creepy murderers from the 19th century. All of us followed her gaze which was outside the window, which happened to be in front of us. There was a senior passing by and going to the boy's bathroom. I immediately recognized him. I've seen him before a lot of times but I didn't took notice of him until now.

"Oh, my God." I gushed.

"Wow." Min Li was in awe as well. (I think)

Xian Jing chuckled. "Seriously, man, he's cute."

Boy, he sure was cute. He was probably five feet four or five inches tall. Darkish brown hair, really. You can tell it's brown! He had a very lean figure, not muscular at all. But when I took in the details of his face, I was literally hanging my jaw. Oh, my god. He was super cute, man. (Annoying little boy-crazy girl mode) Honestly, he was one of the cutest boys you can find in my school. (Which has not many cute boys, at all. Trust me!)

We all actually watched him. We freakking stared him. All of our eyes followed him from the dewan all the way to the stairs. I mean, seriously. We were obviously staring at him like mad. Then, me and Xian Jing broke into laughter. Boy, we looked stupid.

"Oh, my god. We're acting like stalkers."

"This looks like a Korean drama." I agreed with her before barking into laughter again. Boy, we did looked stupid.

Then, I started admiring him. He was really someone to stare at. Honestly, for a very naive girl like me... I would go gaga instantly. Yes, I admit. I went gaga over him but I still love DBSK! (Stares at Yunho, drool dropping down from my mouth) Haha, kidding! But seriously, as soon as I saw him... something struck me with realization!

(Ilah, if you're really reading this, prepare yourself)

Steven actually looked a LOT like Changmin! Changmin-oppa from TVXQ!! AH!! I told Xian Jing and Min Li. They both seemed shocked at first but they agreed with me. He really did looked like Changmin, for real. He had the face structure just like Changmin. And I mean it, Ilah! He had the nice shaped eyes (but not the mismatched ones of Changmin's whenever he grins or smiles), his nose and the face was remarkably alike. But the difference was he had sort of those rosy red lips like Jaejoong and sweet small grin while Changmin had the cute pink ones and a really cute-yet-very-crooked grin. Boy, I'm overloading myself!

From time to time whenever I got the chance, I would admire him for afar and go gaga about thinking of the resemblance. It's really remarkable! It's like seeing the real Changmin, only the shorter and a bit of Jaejoong-ish version. (the lips, I mean) I literally went nuts that I would jump like crazy. Argh, this is why I hate myself. He is so cute. Even another friend of mine from Amanah agreed he really looked like Changmin.

But it really shocked me that he's Form 3. I actually thought he looked like a Form 4 or Form 5. Argh, the resemblance of him and Changmin is ringing again. Changmin may be the youngest of TVXQ but he happens to be more mature than the others at times. Oh, my god. He is so cute... I think I made a fool out of myself on Wednesday. Drats!

I was staying back after school with Min Li like we always do after school. We would hang around in the canteen and talk with our friends before going back home in time to prevent from kena scolding. That day, Rhonwyn had choir practice so she had to leave. She brought those Singaporean True Ghost Stories books (the black books with creepy cat eyes) and I decided to read it to waste my time since I don't want to go home so early.

Jeremy Chee came around to talk a bit with me and Min Li before his Shinobi class. While I was reading, I couldn't help but stare at Steven who was playing basketball. Our basketball court is just right next to the canteen so you can see guys shooting some cool hoops every time after school. Steven was walking around and went to his bag, which was at the table in front of the one I'm sitting at. Idiotically, I stared at him. No, wait. To make it sound less fangirlish, we both sorta made eye-contact.

I looked up from the book while he absentmindedly scanned the canteen. I stared at him, subconsciously admiring him in my head. But it didn't last very long but I guessed it enough for him to notice the hint. It probably lasted for two seconds. Then, I turned to Azril who called me and asked me a question which I forgot what it was. Surely, I did not blush but I can't help but mentally kicking myself on the head. I was thinking crap like, "Oh, no! He knows that I'm admiring him! Kuso!"

I'm not sure if I'm obsessive but I'm not entirely sure if its normal. It feels like having another version of my crazy first crush on I. back in primary school. Minus the *dotdotdot* and *dotdotdot*. I'm not gonna mention what it is but you figure it out. But warning, it's nothing perverted, unless if that's what your dirty minds were thinking.

GOTTA GO! Almost kena caught by my mom. SHIT!

Ja ne!
-Yas-

Monday, February 9, 2009

Oh, my God!

Behind The Scenes at 2008 Dream Concert!

Seriously, you just gotta read that bloody post. I was literally hanging my jaw throughout the whole post. I thought, "What the fucking goddamned shit am I reading?" Honestly, it really disgust me... and made me laugh out loud. I really thought the whole "so-called" SNSD group a joke! They just seem so... urgh, disgusting. Especially that girl Tiffany.

It really shows that she's the demanding type which certainly nobody likes at all! I find them a big joke! Especially the utterly dimwitted and empty SNSD fanboys. Honestly, have you really lost your mind or you lost your mind after taking notice of SNSD? To me, SNSD just seem like people with pretty faces and nice legs. Yeah, right. (Inserts sarcasm)

Seriously, I've seen better legs than theirs and surely much better people with better faces. If I could, I would've puked at them for being so mindless. They just came into the business without effort and obviously, they don't deserve it! What have they ever done to deserve fans, money, fame and a freaking spot in the 2nd biggest music industry in WORLD? The world, damn it! However, the SNSD fans were completely brainless as well.

If you read the post, many other fans from ELF, SUJU along with CASSIOPEIA (DBSK's fanclub) were injured! Even the fangirls were rapped and beaten to death in the guts so that they can't get pregnant. I utterly felt pity for the fans who've been involved in these serious unfortunate events. It's scary and sad to see the fans get the beating for their own favorite artists. But SNSD and SNSD fans, I highly resent you and your stupidity.

Seeing what the media wrote about it as if nothing happened was shocking. They were supposed to post it up and show it to the world! Can't they see that SNSD fans were waving swiss knives around in front of other fanclubs and ripping off their banners?! WTF, people? It's irrational! If you resent a group of artists, at least keep your common sense functioning! You wouldn't simply rip off the banners or rape the fans or beat the bloody fucking crap out of them for the sake of YOUR favorite artist.

Why? Because the more damage you do, the more damage that bloody fucking SNSD group will receive to their "so-called sexy" image. You disgust me to death! But the media and SUJU *probably* had a good reason why they tried to make things sound as if nothing happen was because... if the news were shown to the world, probably the rivalry between fanclubs would never end. Who knows that we might get Gaza War Number Two? Oh, Allah. What is happening to our world?

Firstly, I felt completely sorry for the fans who've been injured/raped/threatened by the SNSD fans. I couldn't imagine how would they feel like. It's really traumatic for them and it might takes decades for them to forget the ugly past. Seeings that other fanclubs besides Cassies were also a part of the drama made me feel completely stunned. I can't imagine how many bones were broken in this huge horrible drama. And I bet the artists (NOT INCLUDIND SNSD) didn't expect this huge controversy and feels bad for their fans for having to share the rough and gruesome bashing from SNSD's stupid, mindless, motherfucking and resentful "so-called" fans.

Just hope the next drama isn't so severe like this but what more can I do? It seems that people in this world are growing angrier and angrier by the minute. It's like one of those action/drama movies where anger covers the world like smoke? I guess our reality is turning into fantasy? What's next? Oh, right. The Gaza War...

The drama never seems to stop.

Oh shucks!

(Plays with my fingers nervously and looks from left to right) Valentine's Day.... Valentine's Day.... Valentine's Day.... Valentine's Day.... Oh, my goodness. (Looks around again) This sucks.

Okay, I know that Valentine's Day is supposed to be the 'lovey-dovey' day where every boy goes all cliché by sending roses or chocolates to the girl of their dreams while the girls goes gaga and send love letters to their crushes or lovers. Boy, it's a sight to see people screaming with joy or relief. Hmm, sempat lagi nak jeling-jeling mata at each other...

I'm not the type who'd give away chocolates or love letters. Well, dulu pernah lah... But now, I guess not. Honestly, love is certainly something that you always wished you had but it bothers me to see many people being a little too crazy about it. For example, I had a friend who was a serious psycho. After a recent breakup with her boyfriend, she went ballistic and began scratching herself with a piece of sharp glass. Talk about emotional.

I didn't stay long to be friends with her. Who knows her craziness is contagious? Well, it seems like it. Another close friend of mine did the same thing just to 'calm' herself after a so-called "serious" fight with her boyfriend. They surely takes the pain a bit too seriously. Sometimes you wonder what is going on in their heads.

Quoted by a best friend of mine (Sandy), I'm the serious type. Sandy is also the serious type as well, which is why I respect her a lot. She doesn't mind the fact that she's single for her entire life and wow, she is sure an idol. She and I always think about these 'lovey-dovey' things seriously and don't take them so lightly. She seems to have less problems that I do. I tend to fall for guys a wee bit easily which sometimes I resent myself.

Luck is usually never on my side in this way. Plus, I tend to be a little rough and cold towards guys if they got onto my wrong side. Those 'guys' who got onto my wrong side is those flirty, conceited, egoistic, arrogant, pathetic playboys. Seriously, I despise them. That's why my range of guy friends are a wee bit low. When reacting to guys who I don't know, if they tend to flirt around with me, I would flick them off or shout at them to leave me alone. I know, I'm a little bit rough about that.

But I can't help it. I can't stand their stupid mindless winks or gestures. It really disgusts me. But to look at the positive side, it keeps away the "guys" that I pointed out before.

But to really shorten this long post is that.... I am officially and entirely not looking forward for Valentine's Day.

Friday, February 6, 2009

Another Day

Happy Birthday, Yunho-oppa!!


Today was my school's Roadrun! Gosh, I was actually looking forward to it. And honestly, I'm not trying to boast but I was so proud of myself today because I managed to jog non-stop from school all the way to Centrepoint then continued non-stop as well until all the way to school. Here's some juicy details.

When Sue Ann and I were about to get pass by my primary school, I dropped my coupon and I panicked so I went searching for it. But I couldn't find it and noticed some Form 1 students cutting me down and I didn't want that to happen. I unexpectedly jog in long strides without feeling any pain or exhaustion from before. Then, I had a sneaky idea. I asked Sue Ann for her coupon and teared up a small piece of it (along with the school mark) to persuade the people at the Finish Line.

Shockingly, it worked. I owe you, Sue Ann, a really big time!

Then, I finished in 13th place while Sue Ann finished in 12th place. Good thing she didn't cry and I was so thrilled! Last year I got number 28 and I jumped up fifteen places. Cool! When receiving my medal, the bloody stupid Cikgu Izaar said Marcus' name instead of mine. Why? Because my number plate was the same as Marcus and oh, fuck! Don't these morons ever think? Oh fucking bloody hell.

Obviously, the category is named "Perempuan 2"! Perempuan-lah, man! All the sudden a guy's name appeared! How bloody airheaded can you fucking moronic teachers are? Huh? No wonder that students have went ballistic and rebellious nowadays! Oh, fuck you whores! However, I couldn't hear because moronic Form 6 guys were cheering so loud at the back. Then, I took my medal. Puan Ang asked me, "Where's Marcus?"

I was like. "WTF?"

Then, the truth revealed and I burst into loud eff bombs. I feel so bloody irritated and my friends would certainly understand that I'm hot-tempered. Gosh, I was sarcastically called "The Boy of the Day." Fuck.... Boy, it did pissed the bloody crap out of me. But to look at the bright side, I still got my effin' medal.

Yay!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, YUNHO-OPPA!

(P.S: I still hate you, Sue Ann, for sharing the same birthday with Yunho-oppa! Damn!)

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

School Drama Part V

(Sighs) Oh, bengangnye! Tak habis-habis ade drama ni. Hish, sakitnye kepala aku...

It's official. J and WE are really dating each other. Oh, talk about betrayal between WE and her friend, K. K was sad but actually delighted that she wasn't in WE's shoes after realizing that J was actually a sweet-talker/player. And she wasn't surprise that he failed in his big exam and tumbled down to the forth lousiest class.

She took no sympathy to him. However, she still several problems along the line. Her former bestfriend/crush MA was being such an asshole upon realizing that he has so many admirers. She felt as if she was going to rip his head off and couldn't but sigh deeply. It was really annoying to hear about him. Besides that, she's been a bit lonely while sinking in the fact that she'll be single for the next several *possible* years.

Now, she's getting the idea of losing her single status to search for a guy. Can she find one? Hopefully so but it better not be a conceited asshole.

That's all I have in my pocket right now. Dad's been stressing the goddamned shit out of my brain to follow in their footsteps as being lame and boring engineers. Fuck...

- Peace out!-
Yas