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Sunday, December 28, 2008

A toy...

A toy... that was played around and left rotting on the dusty floor... was me.

Well, not literally. There was no rotting at all and the floor wasn't dusty at all. Maybe it's just emotionally. Gosh... Here's a question for the girls.

Tell me, would you tolerate such nonsense when the guy you liked was fooling around with you and your feelings? To me, my answer will be "Hell, no." Straight-forward but entirely true. I just hate guys who are so arrogant and so self-centered! Gosh, I mean, all they do is act cool or completely stupid! Thinking about it makes me wanna chop their heads off their shoulders with a huge butcher's knife! And boy, I would personally enjoy it.

Let's see... There was this girl who liked a guy who happens to be a total a-hole. Whenever he's out in the mall, he would flirt with random hot girls he sees. Whenever he's at school, he would coolly shoot some hoops on the court and act like the hero around girls. Whenever he's around her, he pretends to be completely oblivious to her feelings and would playfully toy with them. How?

"Do you like him?" A guy asked her. She was frightened at first, shocked to know that her feelings for him was obvious.

"Yes and no. Why?" She answered shyly but managed to keep a solid face.

"He said you were absolutely crazy in love with him," He answered. (Remember, the word 'absolute' is in there)

She was flabbergasted! She was never in love with him. She merely liked him! Certainly more than a friend but never would dare to fall in love with him since she suffered a severe heartbreak from a previous relationship that never worked out. But still, the previous guy was innocent. He merely left but never toyed with her emotions. At all.

Conclusion: The guy she liked now was a complete jerk who thinks he has a lot of fans. And to waste his pitiful short life, he plays around with each girl's feelings... by completely ignoring them, purposely made them suffer to wait for him and of course, showing off to his friends that a lot of girls are kneeling at his feet. Preposterous? No. Intolerable!

Which is why I would never fully trust a boy anymore. (However, they are still exceptions) It's like circles. Once you trust a guy a lot (and he knows about it), the possibilities of you getting crushed are high. So, don't glomp onto them so easily like shooting a sitting duck.

Ignorance

He text her yesterday. But she didn't want to talk to him. So, she never replied.
He called her yesterday, leaving missed calls. But she never called back. So, she never replied.
He talked to her yesterday, asking why. But she hated him so much. So, she never replied.



. . . However, today is his birthday. Despite this, she still didn't want to talk to him....

... even though she once liked him.

Friday, December 26, 2008

School Season

I can't believe it! I really can't believe it, man!

School season is back and now, I'm a sophomore. Grr... Great. I'm supposed to welcome the extremely hard subjects and more drama now! Ahh... the joy of it! (Sarcasm) I really want more time in the holidays to practice dancing while I can. However, I think I'm getting a little sick now.

I don't know whether I've gotten so skinny or its just that I'm breaking my own bones? Well, not literally. But lately, I've been doing some drawing and coloring (you know, 'my hobbies') and my wrist hurts a lot so much whenever I try to twist it around. Must be me practising too hard to perfect my Mirotic dance. Ah... I'm planning to expand my drawing rates now.

I'll try to draw my favorite band one-by-one. I wonder who I should start first? Hmm... Certainly not JaeJoong. He's gonna be a hard one because it'll be hard to capture his bishounen-ness (pretty boy-ness). I might try drawing Changmin since he's so cute but I'm a little bit scared to start, hoping that I don't screw up his oh-so-cute face. (Feeling the fangirl aura again) Just hope I'll be able to draw Yunho since he has tiny face compare to the other members in Dong Bang Shin Ki.

Aish... Besides that, I'll be anxious to wear any braces because I'm pretty scared that I'll have to pull out some of my teeth (I sorta have a phobia for it). I'm just wondering whether I'll survive all the stupid drama and get good gradeds. That's all right now. I'm a little tired and I think I should continue my coloring so I can give it to my friends.

Ja! (Bye!)

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Back Home with an Obsession

Hey! I just got back from my five day trip from Bandung. It was very nice because I was with my cousins. I was glad because I didn't need to feel so bored about my stay there and praying to Allah to let me go home straight away to see my lovely computer and my new obsession!



My cousin said I'm completely obsessed with these guys. But I really can't help it. They're so hot and smexy that it just makes me wanna go crazy over them. Even though I've heard about one of the members (the guy in the middle, I mean), I hardly took notice of him and his 'bishounen*'-ness. But still, you can just hear the 'Oh my, Gawd'!

I just love Dong Bang Shin Ki! XD I admire Yunho U-know (the guy on the farthest right) the most because he's the leader of the group and oh my god, he is so manly. LOLZ... I can't believe I just said that. It's been awhile since I last fangirl about something so bad... Hehe XP. Hero (also known as Kim JaeJoong and also the one in the middle) is so cute! It's probably because he is a one hundred percent 'bishounen'. I mean, c'mon! You hardly find guys who look like him nowadays (Though I think I have a friend who sorta looks like a 'bishounen'.. *shivers*)

Choikang Changmin (the guy next to Yunho) is so kawaii**! Ah, he's beyond adorable... He's the youngest among the whole group and he certainly has the best voice (not to mention his tall frame). Oh, the cuteness of him! XD... Xiah Junsu (the guy on the farthest left) has a really addictive laugh like a clown that it just makes me wanna roll on the floor. Micky (the one next to Xiah Junsu) is quite a blur type which is so cool. (Squeals) I just really like Dong Bang Shin Ki. I also watched their mini dramas and my favorite(s) were Dangerous Love and Unforgettable Love.

My cousin thinks I have gone completely nutty for obsessing so much about DBSK. Hey! At least I get to forget the pathetic creep who ruined my freshman year! Well, not entirely my freshman year but he did cost me a heartbreak. So, I gave up on love completely. For now...

It's because I heard he was boasting around to people that I like him so much, probably because I was a tomboy and 'sort-of-hard-to-get'. Jeez, thinking about this makes me wanna choke him. So, I don't bother much with all this mushy-mushy stuff since I'm gonna wear braces that'll make me look completely hideous. Hehe... So, I think I got several vows for 2009. I didn't know where to write the list (in case I loose it and panic with all my goals and all)... I'll just write them here.

1. Stay single for at least more than four months. (However, guys must make the move to me since I'm the traditional type)
2. Work harder and do not get more than two 'C's. If I do, I'll commit suicide. LOLZ!
3. Do not mess around with the wrong guys. (AKA arrogant a-holes or self-centered players)
4. Reject any offers for relationship(s) if necessary. (I don't want to go out with anyone who I don't know or despise...)
5. Listen to DBSK's songs! Ah! I just love DBSK, especially Yunho-oppa***!

So, I think that's all for now. I've gotta go back to drawing my stuff while listen to Rising Sun****! By the way, I'm wearing braces on Christmas Eve. Ah... That's gotta hurt.

GLOSSARY:

* Bishonen means 'pretty boy'. Yes, pretty as in pretty like a girl. That's very rare, y'know.. Kim JaeJoong is really amazing with his pretty-boy-ness in contrast with his toned figure. Boy, he sure does like to work out a lot.
** Kawaii means 'cute'. Changmin is so cute when he grins. If you really take notice of his face when he grins, one of his eyes is smaller than the other which I found it completely... astounding? Gah! But still, he's so adorable! Plus, his grin is really crooked which sorta makes it breathtaking. LOLZ!
*** Oppa is used when a female Korean addresses an older male Korean. However, 'hyung' is different because its used when a younger male Korean address an older male.
**** 'Rising Sun' is the name of DBSK's songs. Because of the name, DBSK is declared Asia's Rising Sun due to their popularity that has expanded from Korean and Japan all the way to Singapore! (Really, it's no joke. They're so popular!) I recommend you listen to the Japanese version of Rising Sun, it's quite good with all of Changmin's loud screams and Yunho's (along with Micky's) awesome rapping!

Sunday, December 14, 2008

Indescribable

On 11th December, it was my birthday. Finally you know what the term 'special day' meant.

It started okay. My two best friends wished me happy birthday, which was so sweet of them. Argh! I'm glad to be their friends. (Glomps but jerks away) Oh, wait! I'm not a lesbian!! (Dusts off my shirt) Anyways, around 10th December, my best friend Sandy sent me an early birthday wish since her phone's credit has expired. I grinned like a hyenna at that. Lol

Later around midnight, my other best friend Letisha rang me up and wished me happy birthday too! She was 'angry' that she was the second to wish me happy birthday and 'swore' that she'll 'kill' Sandy. Haha, you were close Letisha. XD! Shortly after that, a close friend of mine (same school, different gender) wished me later on. However, I wasn't satisfied at all.

Why? Because he broke many promises that we both shared and kept for the last three months. I've been reminding him A LOT recently to remember to tell me. But too bad, he was a chicken. Chicken meaning as in coward, okay? Not a literal chicken that lay eggs or breed in the farm. (Sighs) *Ignore that... The gears in my brain are not spinning so well*

Thirty minutes later, my closest best friend Min Li wished me and she too was devastated to found out that she wasn't the first. We shared our moments talking. It was fun until I fell asleep. The next day, Min Li promised to belanja me McDonalds for my birthday gift. I didn't want to be too choosy so I chose the second cheapest burger meals there (which was Double Cheese Burger) and I continued to thank her endlessly. Muahahaha!

Moving on, my parents came home and I didn't exactly expected them to be here. However, I still forced my butt into the house. Obviously, they forgot that today was my birthday because dad was scolding me and mom was practically too busy to notice I was around *as usual*... Half of the day has passed by and nothing really much happened. There were no more birthday wishes or greetings. So I was really sad about that.

In the evening, I pointed out to my mom that she had 'forgotten something'. She remembers it was indeed my birthday but gave an excuse that she forgotten about it. I couldn't blame her for that but it didn't lift the stupid burden inside my chest. Darn... She told my dad and they let me order a regular Pizza Hut Hawaiian Chicken pizza (six pieces of a glorious pizza covered with cheese, pineapples and yummy chickens... Oh, how tempting can it get?)

But I wasn't allowed to finish the whole thing (because I'm an eating machine... seriously), I had to leave several pieces of the pizza and half of the garlic bread that came along with it. (Sighs again) The next day, mom brought me to one of my favorite places in the world: MPH

Considering that I'm a bookworm, I just couldn't resist walking around the shop gleefully like a kid coming to an amusement park.

I did got one of my 'Wanted' books, which was 'The Novice' by Trudi Canavan. I was madly in love with her first book (even though I already read more than half) and was eager to start reading all her series. Sadly, I couldn't buy more than one book. If the limit wasn't just one, I could've bought 'The High Lord' and that would've really made my day. But it didn't.

Dad continued scolding me for not finishing some works that he asked me too but I wasn't in the mood. I was like a wreck, honestly. I feel light and fragile (as if I'll break into pieces if I moved more than an inch), constantly tired (even though I had HOURS of sleep), feeling emo and any other *stupid *teen excuses you could think of. I just wished that I can just lock myself in a huge room reading books. That would've been splendid *if I had all the food, stuff and music with me to keep me in the mood* but it was impossible.

Now it's 14th December, my friend's birthday. I was supposed to send him (yes, him) a message exactly at midnight but I was too busy playing some games until I only sent it at one o'clock in the morning. Thankfully he was still awake so we had a short conversation. He is a nice guy for his age because most guys (at his age) were too busy being pompous and acting cool like some macho Hugh Jackman wannabe. Oh puh-lease.... At least Jackman didn't lose his sense of humour.

Furthermore, it felt like a boring week but it was different. I half-heartedly looking and not so looking forward for my birthay. Oh, the stress. Wth... Right now, I need junk food, especially POTATO CHIPS!

Ahhh!

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

Boring Holiday

Well, not exactly. The November holidays was good enough when I stayed at my favorite cousin's house. XD! But later on, it started to get more boring and boring nowadays. It sucks, really. I just hope the trip to Indonesia is gonna be good. Again, I'll be with my favorite cousin. Hooray!

Here's a little something I found from the internet.

Instructions:
Bold the statements that are true to you. Italicize the statements that you wish were true. Leave the fibs alone. Then, stab 5 people to do the same test.

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I’m 170cm tall.
I don’t know what I want at the moment.
I’m not happy.
I hate my friends.
I hate my life.
I hate my grades.
He drives. I’m bored of driving.
I have a white handbag
I love dancing. (But I rarely do it...)
I go clubbing every week.
Shopping is bullshit.
I have a tattoo of a star. (That would be cool... But too bad, I can't have one)
I got my navel pierced.
I have friends that take drugs.
90% of my friends smoke.
I still hang out with my ex, even though our break up was rather nasty.
I’m studying Fashion.
I have a business running.
I hate cartoons.
I hate someone.
I have 10 Guess handbags.
I buy CLEO every month.
My parents don’t know about my blog.
I have an iPod.
I don’t have faith in the current “one”.
My school mates know about my blog.
I wanted to be a fashion designer.

I love rock emo bands.
I hate it when people cancel last minute meet ups.
I’m a rebel.
I’m starting to like wearing dresses. (Skirts ada lah)
I don’t believe in love.
High school's filled with drama
My parents have faith in me.
I’ve bought shoes this month.
A blogger bitched about me before.
I hate sports.
I heart Italian food.
I hate meeting new people.
I hate nail polish.
The mother bear gives me hugs.
People should start appreciating me.
High school was the worst time of my life.
I have red hair.
One Utama is my second home.
I’m a guy.
I’m scared of my Biology exam.
I hate vacations. (Seriously...)
We’ll last.
I’m going to get high and smoke weed one day soon.
I’ve robbed an old lady.
I’m starting to like applying make-up. (I know, it's weird. I'm freakking thirteen *rolls eyes*)
I was a tomboy. (Umm... correction: I am a tomboy)
I love bitching about people behind their backs.
I still have a best friend. (I very sayangkan her as my best friend. =D)
I have a cat. (FLUFFY!!! *chases my cat*)
I hate surprise parties.
I hate planning parties.
I’m hot.
I’m a sinner.
I’ve got a DS light.
I have a Wii. (I want one of those!)
I can live without music.
Video games are a waste of time.
I miss the father bear.
I love being in love. (Not really. Eventually, you will have a heartbreak whether its sooner or later)
I know how to cook. (I wanna know how to make cupcakes, darn it!)
I have 100% freedom.
Boys are assholes.
I hate Math.
I love horror movie. (WOOHOO!)
I’m happy with what I have
I slept in my parents’ room for 3 days after watching Scream when I was a kid.
Blogging is a waste of time.
I hate animals.
I can’t live without make-up.
I curse like a pirate.
I’m happy with my 11 year old car.
I hate people that are smart.
I love Apple Juice.
I believe that everyone in their teens have lost their virginity.
I’ve got a new phone.
I’m going to get a new pair of shoes by the end of this month.
I love swimming.
I haven’t worked out since March.
I love my friends and family.

I stab... you, you, you, you and YOU! Haha

Thursday, December 4, 2008

Books and books...

In a week, it's my special day (I'll let you guess what is my special day about). If my parents are so nice to give me some money later on, I wish to buy some books that I've always wanted to buy. But I don't think my parents would let me buy ALL the books I want because I might be wasting their money on something that is not-so-close to useful.

Here's my 'Wanted' list (if you wish to see my selfish and greedy side).

1: Natalie Standiford's Dating Game series. I only have the first three books but it turns out that I don't have the three final books. Ah!
2: Trudi Canavan's The Black Magician series. Even though I almost read half of the first book, I've been completely drawn to its suspenseful and spellbinding plot. It makes my heart race and my mind throbbing to unseal all the secrets.
3: Philip Pullman's Northerin Lights. I haven't watch The Golden Compass yet so I might as well give the books a try first before I hunt for the movie. Hehe...
4: I've been craving for more Romance-and-Adventure stories nowadays. Anyone who knows any good ones, please drop their titles and authors in my Cbox. TQ!
5: Hopefully there's some good fantasy books outside there besides from Twilight Saga or The Black Magician trilogy.
6: Stephenie Meyer's The Host. Its a more mature than Twilight. I did like Twilight first instead of New Moon. Reading the three other books were excruciating. I liked Twilight because it was sort of cliche but I loved it.

I didn't put Midnight Sun by Stephenie Meyer in my list because I've heard there has been hackers hacking in Meyer's computer, leaking out some chapters of the fifth book. My best friend said that she might not be writing the fifth book because of the constance leak and changing plot/scenes.

Jeez, just leave the poor girl alone. She's doing the best she could do, don't ruin her efforts, darn it!

Typical School Drama (Part II)

Who had ever thought that the school drama still continue even its the holidays? Well, I first thought holidays are meant to be drama-free. Who knew that it still somehow continue. I'd ought to be careful if everyone around me since some of them could be a two-faced impostor.

There is the traitor. Lets say two of her closest friends had a shine* for each other. However, the girl (let's call her A) rejected the boy (call him B) because lack of 'chemistry' between each other and other certain reasons. The traitor's and A's friend, C, recently found out a very big and shocking secret from her best friend.

She found out that the traitor snatched B from A, making B her boyfriend as soon as A rejected him. C's best friend also heard that the traitor had kissed B inside her room without A and C knowing about it. C was completely devastated of what she heard and threaten to have revenge.

There is the Lovebirds. To begin with, C has been liking her best friend (Let's call him A2) for four long months. Even though A2 knew that C liked him, he pretended to be completely oblivious which resulted hurting her feelings. When C was ready to forget about A2, she heard that A2's best friend MI still likes her even after three years of not seeing each other.

C and MI had a little rope** way back since primary school. C had a big fat crush on MI back then. Even after he graduacted from primary school, she still liked him. But realizing that she could move on with A2, she had forgotten about MI for awhile. But now, MI's friend N (who is C's friend) said that MI really likes C despite the far distance between them.

There's a lot more but my hands are tied to type anything further which may be too revealing.

Glossary:

* Shine means attraction or affection towards someone. If you're a big fan of Trudi Canavan, you can find this word used in her The Black Magician series.
** Rope is a word I created, meaning history or progress. Inspired by Trudi Canavan again's slangs. In her book, rope means freedom instead (if I perfectly recall).

Thursday, November 27, 2008

Holiday with my Cousins

Regarding on my stay at my cousins' house, she and I outrageously took a big number of photos. I guess this is one of the best that we have. Enjoy!















Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Cute and Sweet Obsession!

I found out something new... I have a new obsession for... CUPCAKES! I've been munching and chewing them down to my stomach but never realized how cute and sweet they can be. I, for some reason, could not help but to post up some cute pictures of them.

And sadly, I don't know how to make the cupcakes myself. But if I had the opportunity to learn how to make it, I'd been delighted to make at least 40 cupcakes a day!

I probably can get diabetes like that. Haha.. But still, you can't deny that cupcakes are oh-so-adorable-and-sweet! XD














Saturday, November 22, 2008

For the Boredom

01. If you got pregnant, would your parents make you keep the baby?
Wtf... Hell, no! I wouldn't want to get pregnant in the first place!

02. If you failed a class for the year, would you rather go to summer school or repeat the grade?
Maybe summer school... I refuse to repeat the grade. My parents would murder me.

03. If your best friend told you they were gay, would you support them?
o___o No answer...

04. If your best friend said they needed an abortion, would you support them?
Unless they're not ready for a baby. That depends on them.

05. If a tornado was approaching your home, where would you go?
Underground!! Where there's no way the tornado could get you. Remember to bring oxygen tank.

06. If you could have a $100 gift card to one mall store, what would it be?
Umm... One Utama??

07. If you had to get back together with one of your exes (whether they're single or not), who would it be?
Probably 'him' but I don't know.

08. If you could get a tattoo RIGHT NOW, what would it be of and where?
NO WAY!

09. If your best friend was leaving for another country for a month, what would you do on your last day to hang out?
Watch movies, eat together and party together... :D

10. If you got expelled from school, what school would you go to next?
SMKBU4?

11. If you could get plastic surgery for free, what would you get?
No interested in plastic surgeries... =_= They make your face unnatural, I don't like it.

12. If you could adopt any of your friends as your new brother/sister, who would you pick?
Well.... I'd guess, everyone. I love being around my friends!! XD (hugs all my friends)

13. If you had the chance to move out of your current house right now, would you?
I'm already going to move to Kota Damansara... =_= There's no point in asking me this.

14. If you could have a threesome with two famous people, who would they be?
... Wtf, no answer.

15. If you could change your entire name (even last), what would you change it to?
I dunno!

16. If you were given $10 to clean up all the litter in a huge park, would you do it?
Maybe.. I'll bargain to raise the price XD

17. If you could bring any cancelled television show back on the air, which would it be?
I rarely watch television shows...

18. If you woke up with your lip mysteriously pierced, would you keep it?
NO WAY!!!!

19. If your cousin offered you a job working with your favorite band, would you take it?
Maybe not... I might as well watch them on my flat TV screen instead of being next to them with the loud music booming in my ears.

20. If your best friend was kicked out, would your parents let him/her live with you?
Ask my parents 'cause I dunno...

21. If you had to choose between going with your mom or your dad after a divorce, who would you choose?
Both because they're my parents.

22. If you woke up in a stranger's bed after a night of drinking, what would you do first?
Immediately run out of the stranger's house and go back home.

23. If you had to be alone in a room for 24 hours with someone, who would you pick to be with you?
My cousin? She makes me laugh like hell.

24. If you could have any talent in the world, what would it be?
The talent to be able to learn anything quickly..

25. If you have/had a dog, would you dye its fur if you could?
I can't keep a dog...

26. If you had a summer reading assignment and had to pick a book to write five pages about, what book would you choose?
It's either the Twilight Saga (Stephenie Meyer) or Dating Game (Natalie Standiford)

27. If the singer from your favorite band knocked on the door asking to use the telephone, what would you do?
Sure... Then, I'll get his picture and his autograph to boast at my friends. XD

28. If you had suspicions of your mom sleeping with one of your male teachers, what would you do?
Wtf... My mom is not a slut, okay? One of word of this ridiculous questions, I swear I'll grill your head to my cat! XP

29. If you missed the bus to school and your parents already left for work, what would you do?
Stay home, watch my favorite movies and harass my cat.

30. If your family suddenly became superstars, what would you do?
Buy everything I could ever want!!!!!!!

31. If you found out your mom had a child before you and gave them up for adoption, what would you think?
I would be absent for school to find him/her!!! I love dramatic family reunions!!!!

32. If you go on a crazy amusement park ride, would you get sick?
Dunno... My parents wouldn't let me. DX

33. If the world ended tomorrow, what's some things you'd like to do today?
Talk to my friends as long as we could.

34. If you had to eat one food for the whole week (and you wouldn't get sick, no matter what it is), what would it be?
Uh.... Err.... Can't decide.

35. If you had no television and no computer over the summer, how would you occupy your time?
Hang out with my friends at One Utama where we'll have a GREAT time together. =D

36. If you were stranded on an island with a person you hate, what would you do?
Forced to live with each other and find a way to... GET THE HELL OUT OF THE FREAKING ISLAND!

37. If you were sold to someone because your parents had no money, what would you do?
Escape to somewhere they'll never find me before I get raped.

38. If you saw your boyfriend/girlfriend having sex with another person, what would you do?
I don't a boyfriend.

39. If you saw something weird outside your house, would you go see what it is or tell someone about it first?
Go outside and be very nosy about it.

40. If you had only one wish, what would you wish for?
That I can improve my grades to get my own computer!!!!!!!!!! ARGHHHHH!!!!

Bye-bye.

Friday, November 21, 2008

Tagged!

I was tagged from my friend, Sue Ann. Here goes!

Starting time : 9.45 PM
Name : Yasmin
Sisters : 1
Brothers : 1
Shoe size : Probably 5 to 6?
Height : 5'3"... WOOTS!
Where do you live : Somewhere on Earth...XD
Favourite drinks : Strawberry Yogurt Drink! Yum...
Favourite breakfast : I hardly eat breakfast... =_=
Have you ever been on a plane? : Several times...
Fallen asleep at school : Umm.... Err.... Three times? XP
Broken someone's heart : I really dunno...
Fell off your chair : (Nods) =_="
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : A few times...
Saved e-mails : Yep...
What is your room like : I don't have a room...
What is right besides you : My lovable Persian cat!! Me0w!
What is the last thing you ate : Cadbury Black Forest chocolate... Cad-licious!
Ever had chicken pox : Yep... I think it was two years ago.
Sore throat : Several times...
Broken nose : Never!!
Do you believe in love at first sight : Yes and No.
Like picnics : Don't think so...
Who was/were the last person you danced with : My cousin! She taught me the Waltz! WOOH!
Last person who made you laugh : Min Li... XD (She didn't know what's the meaning of 'rage'...)
Today did you talk to someone you like : Nope... I don't plan to...
Kissed anyone : Never...
Get sick : (Sneezes) Stupid cold!
Talk to an Ex : Not today...
Miss someone : Not exactly
Eat : I need more potato chips!!
Best feeling in the world : Feeling so content until you feel all your problems disappear...
What is under your bed : Things you find in your stationary...
Who do you really hate : Cockroaches and noisy crowds...
What time is it now? : 9.53 PM
Is there a person who is on your mind now : I don't think so... There's no one...
Do you have any siblings : Two...
Do you want children : It's too early!!
Do you smile often : Sort of...
DO you like your hand-writing : Sort of... It's getting bigger and like Edwardian style... (Screams: Edward Cullen!!)
Are your toe nails painted : Nope...
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in : My parents'... It's huge!
What colour shirt are you wearing now : Black, white and other random colors you can't count.
What were you doing at 7.00pm yesterday : Watching TV with my cousin at her house..
I cant wait till : School Prom 09!
When did you cry last : Four-Five months ago...
Are you a friendly person : =_= Ask my friends...
Do you have any pets : Yep... FLUFFY!!! (Chases my cat)
Where is the person you have feelings for right now ? : For now, I don't have any feelings for someone...
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now : I don't recall holding hands with anyone lately...
Do you sleep with the TV on? : I do sleep with my iPod on...
What are you doing right now? : Listening to my favorite Anime soundtrack (SlamDunk - Anata Dake Mitsumeteru)
Have you ever crawled through a window? : Maybe..
Can you handle the truth? : More or less...
Are you forgiving : I guess so... That's bad enough...
Are you closer to you mother or father : Neither...
Who was the last person you cried in front of? : No one... (The last was a few months ago with Sandy and Letisha)
How many people can you say you've really loved? : (Blank)
Do you eat healthy : Rarely...
Do you still have pictures of you and your ex? : No... And never...
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you? : Sadly, yes... And it was humiliating...
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to? : My... CAT!!
Are you loud or quiet most of the time? : I'm quiet in the morning and loud at night. I'm nocturnal!
Are you confident? : So-so...
3 Things I was doing 10years ago : Drawing, living my life and eating...
3 Things on my to-do list today: Finish my drawings!! Watch Twilight movie! Buy more Natalie Standiford "Dating Game" BOOKS!
3 Things I would do if I were a billionaire: Publish storybooks or mangas (probably make my own anime!), do charity for those who are unfortunate and save our environment!!
3 bad habbits: Sleeping late, not keeping all my promises and not studying so well.
3 Places I have lived in: Only Malaysia...
Jobs I've had Managering: Making bookmarks and helping my cousin at her Senior Prom 08 (recently)
5 People I Tag : Anyone who thinks they have enough time to do this...

Bye-bye! =D

Thursday, November 13, 2008

The Holiday

I've been staying at my cousin's house since last Sunday when she invited me to her school Senior Prom. Much to my surprise, I had to wear a skirt since jeans have been 'out'. My skirt matched along with my blank short-sleeved top with my dark brown hair let down. Added some lipgloss along with my camera in hand.

It was a 'usual boring' start. I helped my cousin and her friend at the receptionist table, passing out some make-up compads to the girls before they entered the place. There were a few 'plastics' if you knew what I mean... One of them was wearing this maroon princess-like gown with a golden tiara readied on her head.

Oh gosh. :o

Later on, my cousin's friend and some other hosts gave out their speeches. It was pretty dull at first before it came to the food part. I tell you, the food there was excruciating delicious! Later, there was the slideshow of 'Memories in SKBJ' (my cousin's school). The slideshow was at least around nine to ten minutes. After that, there was the Dance Battle.

It was Boys vs. Girls. It was Aunty Hazel started with the 80's dance. Later, one of the other aunties continued. And the littlest girl there, did a cartwheel and the girls won. Hehe..

They had this box filled ith people's names written. Once chosen, they had to compete on the Dance Mat to earn RM 30. It was boring at first before the second game started. It was the Limbo! It was hilarious! And the 'sporting' participates were nominated as finalists for Prom King and Queen.

The performances were hilarious. My cousin and her group of friends did several dances for 'Soulja Boy', 'Low (Remix with Francisco) and 'Shake It'. I enjoyed their 'Low' dance. It was kickass! I gotta thank my cousin for teaching the moves. The 'Shake It' was funny like hell! The 'Soulja Boy' dance was sorta hard to follow but it was cool!

Later, came the grand moment. Prom King and Prom Queen! The finalists were asked to dance alone on the dancefloor to earn the title. The most 'sporting' dance will win the title! The 'plastic' who wears the maroon dress won the title for Prom Queen. I wasn't surprised because she could dance well and she was pretty.

The Prom King was one of my cousin's friend. Everyone was slightly surprised because he won the Dance Mat. Lol, I forgot to mention that both Prom King and Queen will earn RM50 if they danced with each other. I managed to record the moment! It was funny. They both didn't want to hold each other so they had to use the fake rose (that was given to the King) in exchaging hand-contact.

"Two steps only and you'll earn the RM50!" The host, the brother of my cousin's friend, said.

They moved two steps and voila! The money was theirs. Finally, there was the 'Last Waltz'. The Prom King asked his long-time crush to dance with him. And much to my utter joy, I recorded the beautiful moment. But honestly, the King couldn't dance at all. He was just awkwardly dragging his legs but it was cute to watch.

Then, he placed his hand on his crush's waist (he placed his hand on her shoulder before) after gaining permission from his crush's father who was there. Obviously, he was watching them. There was another couple nearby. They sorta did the same thing. The twins (my cousin's schoolmates) kept forcing the guy to look at the girl since he was too shy to look at her. Aww!

I had a great time. Can't wait for my school prom in 09!!! w00ts!

Sunday, October 26, 2008

Bored

I'm very bored now. So I found this somewhere and I wanted to post it here.

Info
[x] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily. (Yes, I can tan easily if I sit under the sun too long)
[] I wish my hair was a different color.
[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[/] I have/I've had braces. (Does getting braces soon is included?)
[x] I wear glasses
[] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger. (Shudders... The guy was creepy)
[] I have more than 2 piercing.
[] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[] I've sworn at my parents.
[] I've run away from home.
[] I've been kicked out of the house.
[] My biological parents are together.
[] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[] I want to have kids someday.
[] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[x] I'm in school (..Secondary School)
[] I have a job (Can't find one...)
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school. (Once, at school)
[] I almost always do/did my homework.
[] I've missed a week or more of school.
[] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years. (I keep a low profile)
[] I failed more than 1 class last year
[] I've stolen something from my job
[] I've been fired

Embarrassment
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation. (But my friends were used to me saying 'lol'..)
[] Disney movies still make me cry.
[] I've peed from laughing.
[] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried. (Sometimes)
[] I've glued my hand to something.
[] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[] I was born with a disease/impairment
[] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[/] I've broken a bone. (Does almost breaking a bone counts)
[] I've had my tonsils removed.
[] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.
[] I've had measles

Traveling
[] I've driven over 200 miles in one day
[x] I've been on a plane.
[] I've been to Canada.
[] I've been to Mexico
[] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[] I've been to Japan. (I wanna go there!)
[] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[x] I've been to Europe. (When I was a kid)
[] I've been to Africa.

Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[] I've seen a shooting star. (You hardly find stars in Malaysia)
[] I've wished on a shooting star
[] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[] I've been to a casino.
[] I've been skydiving.
[] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[] I've crashed a car.
[] I've been skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[x] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[] I've seen the Northern lights.
[] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[x] I'm single
[] I'm in a relationship
[] I'm engaged.
[] I'm married.
[x] I've gone on a blind date.
[] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[] I have a fear of abandonment.
[] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[] I am a cuddler
[] I've been kissed in the rain.
[] I've hugged a stranger.
[] I have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime
[] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[] I've cheated while playing a game.
[] I've cheated on a test. (My parents who kill me)
[] I've run a red light.
[] I've been suspended from school.
[x] I've witnessed a crime. (Because I was the victim of the crime)
[x] I've been in a fist fight. (With a guy who tried to bug my friend)
[] I've been arrested.

Drugs/Alcohol
[] I've consumed alcohol. (Never!)
[] I regularly drink.
[] I've passed out from drinking.
[] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[] I've smoked weed
[] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[] I've eaten shrooms.
[] I've popped E.
[] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[] I've done hard drugs.
[] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
[] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[] I take anti-depressants.
[] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose. (Only twice)
[x] I've woken up crying. (After I just had a sad dream. I never have nightmares)

Death and Suicide
[x] I'm afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[] I've seen someone dying.
[x] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[] I've planned my own suicide.
[] I've attempted suicide.
[] I've written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism
[] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[x] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[] I own something from Hot Topic.
[] I own something from Pac Sun.
[x] I collect comic books.
[] I own something from The Gap.
[] I own something I got on e-bay.
[] I own something from Abercrombie.

Random
[] I can sing well. (I can shout well)
[] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[] I open up to others easily.
[x] I watch the news.
[X] I don't kill bugs. (Because I'm a wuss >_>")
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower. (Sometimes XD)
[] I am a morning person. (Never...=_=)
[x] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[x] I'm a snob about grammar. (I always correct my friend grammatical errors -_-")
[] I am a sports fanatic.
[] I twirl my hair
[x] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[x] I love being neat. (I guess so..., but my room is a mess...T_T)
[] I love Spam
[] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[] I bake well.
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue (Blue and White!!)
[] I've worn pajamas to school.
[] I like Martha Stewart. (Sorry, I do not know her)
[] I know how to shoot a gun
[] I am in love with love
[] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS. (Hell, no.)
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[x] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[] I love white chocolate
[] I bite my nails.
[] I play video games.
[x] I'm good at remembering names. (Unless I've ignored the name for more than six months)
[] I'm good at remembering dates. (... Don't think so)
[x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

Friday, October 24, 2008

Typical School Drama

There is a huge gap difference between primary school and secondary school. Of course, you can see it's the exams (they get harder and harder, damn it). There's the abang angkat thing, blah-blah-blah. There's the cinta monyet buzzing around the school and finally, drama. The worst experience.

I hate drama. It sort of waste your time. Don't get me wrong but it does sometimes certainly waste your time. (Sighs) Class One Amanah were supposed to be practising a play for their Civics project (extra marks for Final Year exam) but since the director was a pain in the ass (and malas sangat nak cooperate), the script writer broke into tears.

I had to pujuk the script writer because I was one of them who knew her since primary school. She wasn't really hard to pujuk but I didn't like her because of her attitude. It took me a few minutes to make her stand up straight and wipe the tears away.

Then, there's the Mean Girl. One of my good friends from primary school was trying to say something but a bitch cuts in rudely. Then, the tears erupted again. (Sighs sympathetically) I pujuk my friend again and tried to calm her down by talking things about the girl who cut her mid-way.

Moreover, there's the Love Need. The script writer was so pissed off even after I pujuk her. Then, suddenly, she broke in tears. She said,"If only my loved one was here... Things would've been slightly better." Fat tears dropped one-by-one like raindrops.

Okay, moving on. There's the slut. Okay, 'slut' is an inappropriate word to use but I can't help it. Honestly, the slut was indeed a slut. I cross my paws (picks up my cat's paws and cross them) The Slut saw a friend of mine, let's called him Guy, and was SO curious to know him.

But she recently clarified to me, saying. "I don't wanna like any guys anymore." I didn't trust her at all. Reasons are completely sealed behind my lips.

But luckily, the Guy was my friend. So I knew him and I don't recall him talking or questioning about her. So obviously, she lied. She didn't know him at all because she doesn't know the guy, the guy doesn't know her. (Rolls eyes)

Later, there was little Perasantan girl. During choir practice, she was giggling loudly and flirting around the guys next to her while we're supposed to do our practice properly since it was going to be our second last practice. She nudged me suddenly so I turned to her.

"Hey, do you think those guys are staring at me?" She whispered to me. I almost choke at the very moment. There were sophomores passing by our hall, observing us. Coincidentally, the sophomores were actually people who I despised since primary school.

It so happens that I stood next to her so probably they were laughing at me, trying to annoy/irritate me. Again, when they passed by, the teacher was busy talking on the phone. I recognized them as my enemy, so he shouted,"Hey, cantik!" He did that to kecoh around.

The boys in my choir team thought he was my friend/boyfriend because his eyes were focused on me. (Shudders) But sadly, the girl next to me flushed and giggled gedik-ly. She thought the guys were looking at her, probably she stands out from the crowd.

Honestly, she just blends in like other people, except for slut and my friends. I slumped on my bed after I got from school even though there were mud stains on my pants that I got from P.E. class. I buried my face into my pillow, thinking.

"Now I know why Stephenie Meyer or J. K. Rowling don't write chick-flicks. Too much drama,"

Saturday, August 30, 2008

Wondering Thoughts

It's been a while since my last post. Maaf.

Recently my studies have kept me locked on my life (including my art) until I could hardly find the inspiration of what to write about. I've been trying to get my head into both blogging and studying at the same time. But sadly, no inspiration sparked up.

So far, I would say life is pretty normal (and boring) despite all the chaos I've been through in school and outside school. I've been trying to recall my goals in life but all I managed was a list of desires. It's really long and seemed endless but hey, I need someone (something?) to blast it at. The list begins:
  1. A room of my own (not my brother's) that I can call as 'My Small Sanctuary'. Actually I'm going to have my little Sanctuary but it's near a place where I dread to go near to. *shudders*
  2. I miss someone (someone who I've never seen for two whole years). I just wished I could that person again to see how far that person has grown and matured.
  3. The elixir of Reincarnation. (So that if I screwed big on my life, I can just restart all over again and fix some certain parts of my life)
  4. I've wondering... what does it feel like watching billion stars shining in the sky and feel as if there was someone else watching me from another universe? (That question will forever remain a mystery)
  5. I want a better Earth, y'know... I don't want all the children in the future to suffer because of bad environment.
Okay, folks. This is where my short post ends. Hopefully I can reveal more desires in the future but I hoped that I haven't spilled more than I need. But surely, the five things above are all the main things I want in life.

Before I forget, here's a little Music Of The Week.

I need to try to get to where you are
Could it be, your not that far

You're the voice I hear inside my head,
the reason that I'm singing
I need to find you
I gotta find you

You're the missing piece I need,
the song inside of me
I need to find you
I gotta find you


To some certain Camp Rock fans, you all probably know what song is this (and who is the singer). To those who don't know what's the name of the song, it's Gotta Find You by Joe Jonas.

Yes, I am a Jonas Brothers fan.

Sunday, August 10, 2008

The Famous Triangle

Sekolah berjalan seperti biase macam setiap hari. Tapi hari ini berlainan rase. Kenape agaknye? The brunette re-wrote the sentence again below the previous one, but this time, she wrote it in English. School went on normally like everyday. But today has a different feeling. I wonder why?

Kelly sighed and looked at on her pointy handwriting that she wrote on her blank notepad in the canteen. A 100-plus drink and a packet of keropok lekor was set next to her along with her crimson pencil box. She rubbed her eye and yawned drowsily. Boy, she really needed more sleep because last night, she stayed up until two o'clock in the morning, doing researches about Shakespeare, Annie Oakly and breakdance.

A strand of dark brown hair fell into her eye. She flipped it out of her eye and involuntarily glanced at the young man sitting at the corner of the canteen with his friends. They barked in laughter, causing her to blush slightly when she heard him laugh. She immediately turned away before she continues staring at him. That would've made her look like a stalker.

She felt her face turn hot, painting her cheeks with a shade of rosy red. She picked up her stuff (including her 100 plus drink and the packet of keropok lekor) and stormed out of the canteen hastily. The sun rays shined on her brightly as soon as she stepped out of the canteen. She lowered her head, covering the blush tinted on her pale cheeks.

Her legs seemed to be casted under a spell, taking her far from the canteen and back to taman sains, her "safety corner" in school. Unknown to her, a pair of raven eyes trailed along her figure as she disappeared into the corner.

He looked away as soon as she disappeared into the corner and ran his fingers through his front fringe. He realized he's been watching her every move. What on Earth is he doing? Is he a stalker or was he so interesting in "chasing" the Budak Tambah in school? Obviously not but he can't seem to find a clear answer to why was he observing her every time he sees her.

He would've slapped himself to death but his friends called out to him, "Hey, Isaac, let's get going."

"Coming!" Isaac jogged towards his friends before they walked off to the basketball court.

A few of his friends sat down on the grass and began a chatting-session, obviously talking about the upcoming basketball match against Stunners. Several of them began practising shuffling, obviously trying to show off their "talent". But Isaac and his best friend, Andy, were the only ones who were practising their shoots.

Isaac picked up a ball and threw it to Andy, who dribbled the ball before shooting a three-pointer. The ball circled around the basket briefly before falling through the basket, causing Andy to flash a small smile. Isaac smirked and took the basketball that stood near his foot and did a three-pointer as well. The ball smoothly went through the basket.

Andy chuckled. "You've been practising lately." He said, lightly punching Isaac's arm.

"Yep. Dad said that I shouldn't get rusty." Again, Isaac shoots another three-pointer. The ball went through the basket again smoothly.

When Isaac took the next ball, he paused in his actions. He noticed that someone was watching them behind the bushes. Wait--make that two people. Two girls watched them from behind the bushes, a blond and a red-haired. They both waved at the girls, causing them to panic.

"Alamak! Kena spotted!" The blond girl whispered to her red-haired friend. She pulled her friend's sleeve and they both ducked into the bushes.

Isaac stifled a chuckle and shoots another three-pointer. Andy just watched the two girls who were still hiding behind the bushes, speculating something to happen. He counted, 'One... Two... Three!' He didn't see anyone at first. So he counted again... 'One... Two...' Before he could finish, a brunette appeared in sight.

"Alice! Felicia! What are you two doing behind the bushes?" A flabbergasted Kelly called out. The two girls nearly shrieked when Kelly surprised them with her sudden presence.

"Don't tell me you've been watching on those two..." Her voice trailed away when her hazel brown eyes caught a glimpse of those green eyes.

Her heart skipped a beat and her face was painted red. She could feel smoke bursting out of her ears. She made a brief eye-contact with Andy's eyes, who stood still like a pole. His cheeks were painted with a shade of pinkish red. Her eyes diverted to Isaac who looked back at her as well. Immediately, she stormed away.

"H-Hey! Kelly!" Alice and Felicia hastily followed Kelly.

Andy lowered his head and touched his cheeks. God, they were burning hot! Isaac felt his heart racing so fast that he could feel it was ready to burst! But luck was on their side when the bell rang. Isaac breathed in deeply and patted Andy on the shoulder.

"See you after school, bud." He tried to sound enthusiastic but nearly failed. He ran back to class, leaving Andy blushing on the court.

He heaved a sigh and looked at the place where Kelly appeared but a weight pulled his heart, causing him to shake his head in denial and ran back to his classroom. What a weird day it was, for Kelly, Andy and Isaac. They all know about one single little fact.

They were stuck in the famous Love Triangle.

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I just feel like writing a random. No, it's not something about my life or related to it. It's just a story that I recently came up with while I was thinking about Stephenie Meyer's book... =.= I'm craving for the book!!!!!! And the name "Stunners" is actually the name of a cheerleading team in Sri KDU. Sorry for my unoriginality but seriously, I'm out of ideas... X)

P.S: Everything I wrote is fictional. If related to anyone or event, it's unintentional. And kalau ade grammatical errors, point it out to me *lazy* Hehe.... Bye bye!!

P.S.S: I LOVE STEPHENIE MEYER!

Sunday, June 29, 2008

List of Life

I'm currently listening to Usher's Moving Mountains with Chris Brown's Forever. I have to say, these songs are pretty amazing. Let's go back to the post. Hehe...

Let's make it short:

1. I've been watching too many movies until I have too many stories in my mind. Weird, right? Okay, let's see. I've got an action story, a sci-fi story, two romance stories and one supernatural story. Ouch!

2. I've been drawing too much. And that's not good. Haiya...=.=

3. I'm back on the road with the Adidas Run in August. Hopefully, I'll be able to get to run again. ^^

4. Two performances on the day. One at Hari Bakat at school and another at Form 1's got talent at school as well (but only open to form 1 students).

5. My interest in cheerleading has took a dramatic turn with the morning section but it's okay. I might join the school's cheerleading team next year, which is fine with me.

6. I miss Puan Rajinah!! She's the 1 Adil's former Kemahiran Hidup teacher

7. I've been keeping Fluffy in shape. Yay! (Lol...)

8. Still procrastinating...=.=

I think that's about it. Sorry that I can't update a proper post instead of a list. -.- Too many things are going on. I don't think a short post will be enough to keep track with the drama. Haih =.=.....

- Yasmin

P.S: Sorry for not updating occasionally.

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Big Little Things

Sorry for not updating for God-knows-how-many days. I've been doing a lot more artwork, my computer broke down, I'm not procrastinating a lot, sleeping earlier and going through a turn in life. I was recently inspired to do write ANOTHER story. I don't know what's wrong with me!! ><>Cold Fear" (The previous title was 'Cold as Ice' which you can find in my previous entries). I would like to type out the summary but I haven't figure out the plot yet correctly. I've been keeping Cold Fear aside for a while and I want to finish it as soon as possible (If I have the time to do so...)

I'll be posting a lot of artworks soon. That depends whether I can scan them at my mom's office or get my computer fixed soon. Can't talk long. I got some errands to run. Sorry! ><" Bye!

-Yasmin

Friday, June 13, 2008

Art Thief

Some of drawings have been missing. One was 'Happy B'day', three were some of my unfinished artworks which I can't really recall but there were ones that I wanted to put in my gallery. I suspect that someone has been stealing my drawings. WTF?

I hate it when people steal other people's art. I even hate when people STEAL MY ART! WTF! I could be cursing for hours right now!!!

Ya Allah, beginikah nasibku? Ke ade orang yang benci aku sangat sampai berani nak curik lukisan-lukisan kegemaran saya?

I hate the world, period.

-Yasmin

Thursday, June 12, 2008

Death Match on the Horizon?

Afternoon Section Cheerleaders -- Jetzers -- has finally completed the pyramid. Even though it wasn't the best pyramid -- comparing to Morning Section -- but at least we managed to do the pyramid. But here's the real deal, Morning Section Cheerleaders -- Bizzarre -- is picking up the steps.

Well... We, Jetzers, know that Bizzarre is a good team. But it wasn't necessary from them to copy us. As a member of Jetzers, I'm not furious -- maybe just a little -- but I don't understand why Morning Section hates Afternoon Section so much until a series of unexpected events occured.

I think there's going to be a Cheer Death Match soon . . . but I dunno when. It could on Puan Ang's retirement in October or maybe earlier than October? I don't know. Nothing is certain at this very moment. And, I doubt Bizzarre will get along with Jetzers... in a million years.

Well, my post ends here, folks. I would like to type out a longer post but I feel my head is ready to explode. Ya Allah, bilakah 'drama' ini akan berhenti?

-Yz

Sunday, May 11, 2008

5, 6, 7, 8, GO!

;_; Sorry for the lame title. AHH! Exams is coming!! I don't want to get a C in anything =X! Why can't Mid-term exams come in the next 23476 months. DX

I've got a few news on my sleeves and I feel like sharing it to you people.

I recently joined a cheerleading team. Well, not really lah. The team isn't completely formed properly yet but we already did our first cheerleading practice. And I gotta say, the results were far better than I expected.

But we did have a few moves like cartwheel and pyramid. There is an audition for those who want to join the cheerleading team on Teacher's Day, after 12 PM (Since the afternoon session will not have any school) I'm completely looking forward to it! =D

I joined another run which will be held on 25 May. Sorry to say it's at Sungai Buloh. (Sorry Kak Ninie, it's not in a stadium. So, don't make the huge banner, okay?) :D

Finally, holidays coming soon but first, I must face the mid-term exams. DX Not good... (I just hope I dun get a C) I've been getting busier with the art requests but too bad, I haven't lost the title "Procrastinator" yet. Hehe... Oh! Almost forgot one more thing!

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!

(My sivik project for mother's day)

-Sayonara

Monday, April 28, 2008

The little things

Sorry for not updating for the last... (counts) 18 days? WAH!! That's a huge gap. Sorry for that. Hehe ^^;

Here's the list that has been happening in my list (since I'm too lazy to explain the events going on):

  1. School's been a pain for all the piles of homework, notes and the training.
  2. I recently joined Power Run at the Dataran Merdeka. Unfortunately, I did not win. :( But I was lucky enough to be one of the first 20 people who came back from the 5 kilometer run. -_-"
  3. Eating. I do that everyday. I eat and eat until I was enough to describe myself as a pig. LoL...
  4. (Based on 2.) I did not get enough sleep. It's because the run starts at 7:50 in the morning and I had to be at school at frigging 5:30 in the MORNING!
  5. I've been procrastinating all my artworks because due to lack of time... and my lazy ass. Seriously, I gotta stop procrastinating if I don't want to die with piles of artwork on me. *Sigh*
  6. The olahraga training ended. (Yay!) But Cik M will literally kill me if I didn't train at least 30 minutes a day at home. =.=... I'm a lazy ass, what'dya expect?!
  7. This is a random fact, honestly... but I need new ballpoint pens!!! (Seriously, I do...=.=... Lazy to go buy ><)
  8. I wish that it's not raining season here. Because I don't want to skip Pendidikan Jasmani classes. ^^;
  9. Another random fact, seriously. Every time I drink soda, I'll go high and crazy. Damn it. Why do 100 plus sodas are so sweet and delicious to drink?!! ><"
  10. Again, another random fact.. I wish my hair was long enough to be tied into a proper ponytail. (With this kind of short hair, I'll make anyone, who sees me, laugh... Its irritating)
  11. Lastly... Whenever I see a certain someone at school, I feel like punching the person but the person somehow makes me want to be nice to the person. Eff the stupid 'charm' that person has. >_<>
That's all for today. I gotta hit the showers. I should get ready to go to school. >< -Sayonara

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

Coolest Day Ever in 08!

Today (15 April 08) was a BLAST! Kenape?

It started out when we were doing P.E. (Pendidikan Jasmani)

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Cik Malatih (my olahraga coach -_-") came and made us train for the olahraga. We had to run half of the field repetitiously. I lost all my energy on the third round. Unfortunately, lightning strikes. It's not that I'm afraid of lightning but the lightning strike was so LOUD as if two large boulders crash into each other.

Drops of rain fell down on my scalp, signaling that is was going to rain. I noticed that we had twenty minutes left before school activities end. I took my bag from the assembly stage and ran into the canteen. Then, I searched for Thiviya and Min Li.

After successfully finding them, I talked with my friends in 1 Amanah. We couldn't stop laughing. Three of my friends won't stop melatah at every time we poke them. Some of them said:

"1...2...3... LOMPAT KE ATAS!!", "OH HANTU!", "OH SOPIQ I LOVE YOU!", "ALIF TERJERIT MACAM MONYET!" and I recalled one of them said "OH ALIF KISS ME!" (LOL! 8D I poked the girl who said that... teeheehee)

Then, the bell rang. I tried my best to follow Min Li but it was soo windy that almost everyone left the ground. The place was flooded with rain. Even the deeper c0rners were flooded with rain. Reika, Min Li and I couldn't stop shrieking when we felt our shoes being filled with raindrops. Seriously, the rain was pouring. Heavily.

We bumped into Sue-Ann, a friend who walks with me and Min Li. Luckily, Min Li brought her umbrella and the two of us snuggled under it to keep away from the rain. We stopped for a minute to wait for Xian Jing, Letisha and Sue-Ann.

We began chatting loudly about the rain and how fun it was. I was the first to start kicking the water near the sidewalk and purposely splashed Xian Jing and Sue-Ann. Then, Xian Jing snuggled underneath the umbrella with Min Li and I while Letisha was with Sue-Ann. We began screaming and "woot"ing the whole time.

We look like idiots. But, who cares? Better enjoy the moment. 8D

I asked Xian Jing, "Why are you walking with us?" Of course, I shouted over the rain so that she could hear me.

"I'm going to Leti's house," She replied. (Leti is Letisha, okay? 8D)

Letisha's dad arrived at the scene, where he picks up Xian Jing and Letisha together to go to Leti's house. At the same time, Min Li's mother came. Min Li convinced me to join her but I said I want to stay under the rain longer. So, I did.

While Min Li gets into her mother's car, Xian Jing offered me Min Li's umbrella since she will be riding in Leti's dad's car. So I took it and walked with Sue-Ann. When Leti's dad zoomed away, I waved goodbye vigorously like an idiot. Then, suddenly Sue-Ann started singing a song.

"I can make it through the rain~~" It was the song 'Through the Rain' by Mariah Carey. Immediately, I joined in the singing.

"I can stand up once again~" We sang half of the chorus. We were having so much fun that we sang the chorus off-key and out of tune. Well, who cares?

Then, Min Li offered us to ride in her mom's car. So, we accepted. I couldn't get into the car because Min Li's umbrella had a problem of being closed. So, Min Li had to climb out and close the umbrella for me before the three of us entered the car. In the car, we began cheering in joy.

All of us were soaking wet. Sue-Ann's mother JUST left as soon as we made it to her house in Min Li's mom's car. I gave back Leti's umbrella and said that Sue-Ann should give it to Leti tomorrow at school. Then, Min Li's mother drove us off to her house. Sadly, I had to walk out of the car.

It was still pouring and I was already wet from head to toe. I walked back with my maid and here I am, sitting in front of the computer... Still a bit wet but I already changed my school's sports uniform to a pair of blue pants and a white shirt. Today was the coolest day in April 08. There's no point in denying it. WOOTS!

-Sayonara