A toy...

A toy... that was played around and left rotting on the dusty floor... was me.

Well, not literally. There was no rotting at all and the floor wasn't dusty at all. Maybe it's just emotionally. Gosh... Here's a question for the girls.

Tell me, would you tolerate such nonsense when the guy you liked was fooling around with you and your feelings? To me, my answer will be "Hell, no." Straight-forward but entirely true. I just hate guys who are so arrogant and so self-centered! Gosh, I mean, all they do is act cool or completely stupid! Thinking about it makes me wanna chop their heads off their shoulders with a huge butcher's knife! And boy, I would personally enjoy it.

Let's see... There was this girl who liked a guy who happens to be a total a-hole. Whenever he's out in the mall, he would flirt with random hot girls he sees. Whenever he's at school, he would coolly shoot some hoops on the court and act like the hero around girls. Whenever he's around her, he pretends to be completely oblivious to her feelings and would playfully toy with them. How?

"Do you like him?" A guy asked her. She was frightened at first, shocked to know that her feelings for him was obvious.

"Yes and no. Why?" She answered shyly but managed to keep a solid face.

"He said you were absolutely crazy in love with him," He answered. (Remember, the word 'absolute' is in there)

She was flabbergasted! She was never in love with him. She merely liked him! Certainly more than a friend but never would dare to fall in love with him since she suffered a severe heartbreak from a previous relationship that never worked out. But still, the previous guy was innocent. He merely left but never toyed with her emotions. At all.

Conclusion: The guy she liked now was a complete jerk who thinks he has a lot of fans. And to waste his pitiful short life, he plays around with each girl's feelings... by completely ignoring them, purposely made them suffer to wait for him and of course, showing off to his friends that a lot of girls are kneeling at his feet. Preposterous? No. Intolerable!

Which is why I would never fully trust a boy anymore. (However, they are still exceptions) It's like circles. Once you trust a guy a lot (and he knows about it), the possibilities of you getting crushed are high. So, don't glomp onto them so easily like shooting a sitting duck.